Try Again

FFN

2011-04-30T00:50:00.007+08:00

was reading a chapter announcement on FFN, apparently the author is taking the story off cause she's going to rework it and publish as an original book. this is my rant that i want to 'review' but thought, better not, wouldn't want to make enemies when there are apparently 'fans' of her work.

i mean, seriously? why are you taking a work that was dedicated to the fandom/pairings and rework it? when reworking probably just means changing the name of the character. what does this exactly say about your characters? that they were never 'in character' and therefore, by replacing their names, they could be anyone else? you might as well just change the name and publish it in several fandoms.

if someone saw that work and went 'wow' and offers to publish it as an original for you, shouldn't the logic be that, you reject and offer to write another original story? it's not as though you are that bad of an author and only has one remarkable work.

okay fine, so maybe there's the temptation there, with the honour that someone wants your work, but that piece was originally for that fandom, for that pairing, and you are willing to take it off the site and just change their names and publish it? something is seriously wrong with the way you think. where is your pride as the author of that story, as a fan of the fandom. where is your respect for your readers who liked it when it was a FANfiction?

it's worse if it was actually you who went to find a publisher to publish that. unfortunately (luckily for me) i never did join your 'fanclub' so i'm not sure about that.

on the topic of fanclub, i believe the word means that it is a club created by fans for a work/author/something/someone they respect. you creating your own fanclub is already strange as it is. and then you went on to organise events, labelling events like [yourpenname]contest. come on, who are you to do so? you're not even a 'fan' (unless it is possible to be a 'fan' over your own work, which is just wrong and self-obsessive on so many levels)

there are so many authors (in that fandom and otherwise) much much better than you. your characters are not always in-character; your stories drag out too long and loses the original main attractive idea; you create original characters and have spinoffs, sequels on them. i don't see these other authors creating fanclubs.

i have 398 favourite stories on my page, only 2 of them is yours, 1 of them i would like to delete but thought to leave it since it's marked as completed. should i just wait for you to take it off so that you could publish it and earn some profits for yourself?

seriously.

2011-04-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

seriously, i know you probably think i'm dumb, and i'm probably not smart either, but you don't have to be so blatant about it. i can practically feel (touch) that.

no place else to rant

2011-03-10T13:45:00.004+08:00

sometime, some people are just so irritating... insisting on their views... the worse is when the next person agrees with them...

i hate this project group =.= its just full of nonsense

and did i mention? i hate people who act cute during project, argh

and the very same act cute person to think that she is correct and acts all self-important

KILL MEEEEE!

or better, kill her!

the Incident

2009-08-30T00:42:00.004+08:00

was completely pissed off by a 'friend' the other day, shall post the whole thing here and let's call her Person B

Day One During Tutorial:
Tutor - Please discuss DP Identity
B - Okay, let's start, so *blah blah* So we have to show how to get DP Identity
Me - No need lah, textbook already showed le, see *points* and they say DP Identity is just made up of XX, YY and ZZ
B - Huh, no lah, have to *blah blah blah*
Me - Really, just have to state XX is so-and-so...
B - Noo! Aiya, just shut up lah! (said in a very rude way and interrupting me too)
Me - *stare at her as she continues talking*
B - *finally turns around to me* So..?
Me - What? You call me shut up what, I'm shutting up (mimes zipping of mouth)
B - *stares a while before continuing discussion with other group members*
Random group members - So we just have to state that DP Identity is made up of XX, YY and ZZ?
B - Yeah
Me - *rolls eyes* (which B did not see since she was sitting next to me)
Long silence
B - Will you forgive me if I say I'm sorry?
Me - *already super pissed, therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence
B - You are being very petty leh
Me - *even more pissed*
Long silence
B - Eh, you do know I was joking earlier?
Me - *still pissed, and therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence

Day Two Another Module Project Meeting
*......basically we ignored each other and the third person in the meeting, mutual friend, sort of got stuck in the middle... but ended up debating/arguing with B about the case analysis*
Meeting ends, we walk off
SMSes log:
B - Hey it was very petty of me not to say bye juz now. I went back to say bye but u were gone... Im still very pissed w u for being such a brat yesterday. But i forgive u if u would forgive me. U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun. R we still friends? If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end! N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond. Brat!
Me - Hello, in the first place, you have never said sorry. Telling me to shut up was rude and wrong of you. Asking whether i will forgive you if you apologise is not an apology. Stop making it seems as though it's my fault and that i was petty when you don't even realise what went wrong.
B - I did loh, yesterday. I said, im sorry alright? But u smriked at me like its funny. Tad's when i got pissed at u! Anyway, i am sorry for telling u to shut up, but i did tad coz u were really rude to me when arguing with me! N sorry abt not saying bye juz now. Put a stop to this stupid episode right now k? Friends still my dear? U noe i love u :'(
Me - Sorry, i never hear you said that ytd, i only heard your half qn apology. Rude? I merely speak slightly louder than you. Okay, fine maybe it was abit rude, but shut up was unnecessary. I would probably been fine if you never send your first sms, can you back, read it and watch your tone. You need to know when it's okay to insult someone and when's it's not. Reread it, then we'll see.
B - Haiz, if u mean by e brat part, i was trying to be funny. Apparently tad failed. Im not apologising for tad coz if u cant take tad joke u dunno me at all
B - N maybe u didnt hear me apologise yesterday. But u ignored everything i said okay? I said i didnt mean it, i tried to get u back into e discussion. U IGNORED ME. So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?
Me - I ignored because i'm pissed, what else.
Me - Unfortunately it did not sound like a joke. Show it to anyone, they will tell you the same.
B - I reread e first sms n still tot it was pretty funny. U didn't pick up my call mah. Would have been better if i said it personally lah.
Me - Show it to a third person. It's completely insulting to me. And i don't always have my phone with me, so it's not as if i choose to not pick up.
B - Hm, i think i would... Lets have a poll nxt time k?
B - Hm i asked D and she sad tad from ur point of view it was rude, but from mine it wasn't. I didn't mean to be rude but rather tot exaggerating your behaviour as being a brath would lighten e situation.
Me - Well, it totally didn't lighten, in fact, i think it only worsen.. Let's just forget it and move on since both of us can't really seem to give in..
B - Yay im glad lol

note the use of proper full stops.. i only do that when i'm actually angry or pissed.. towards the end of the msging, i was super tired le and really couldn't be bothered...

maybe i was being really petty and stuff for getting angry at being told to shut up... i super super super pissed off when she told me that though, and her half apology thing really didn't strike me the right way.. it sounded more like "hey, i don't want to apologise leh, but if it could get her quiet, aiya, just anyhow apologise lah.. but still, better test water and see if it's worth it or not"... it's not even sincere...

i thought it was damn ironic that the thing she told me to shut up about was she was going to come to conclude in the end..

and really, i was actually okay by the second day... still don't really feel like talking to her but still.. then the msg came... seriously, the problem is not just the part about being called a brat and yes, ending a msg with 'Brat!' is quite rude, don't you think...

anyway, quoting
"But i forgive u if u would forgive me." does it sound sincere?
"U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun." war? abit serious arh.. and you think i find it fun arh? just make you sound so much more narrow-minded that you have the mindset that i'm a child to you.. or a brat
"If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end!" is this an attempt to joke? sounds more like an arrogant challenge than anything else...
"N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond." note the IF there, it means that actually she didn't say sorry even though she claimed she did... and don't 'N fyi' sounds super rude?
"So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?" honestly, no, you are not justified..
"Lets have a poll nxt time k?" i think she finds it more fun than me..

note that i never actually apologise and neither did she disagree with me for saying that we both won't give in... this just means that the whole 'attempt' to apologise is completely insincere and is probably just to get us on speaking term, otherwise our projects would be gone... and since we are in the same project group for one module, only 'companions' for another tutorial, perhaps she was just thinking about her grades..

and during the day two discussion, she got abit angry with both me and our mutual friend since we started talking about random stuff.. thing is, the analysis we are supposed to hand in one page per week and she came empty-handed to the discussion and was trying to find where the questions to answer the analysis was... and guess what, i've already written one page and shown it to our mutual friend... in the end, she ended up in a argument/debate with our mutual friend when said mutual friend was trying to do a summary of the case study.. we didn't do any work, wonder when we are going to meet to finish..?

oh wells...

so then, any thoughts on the above exchange? i promise i won't get angry if you say that i'm being childish and immature and really, shouldn't have been angry and petty and should have just forgave her...

though really...

Saturdays

2009-08-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

i am now officially sick and tired of saturdays... january, please come
(saturday - hateful, dreadful, awful, sucky, irritating, tiring, frustrating, pissed me off)

i think i can survive in a mountain by myself, but of course must have internet and nice comfy place to nua... feel super antisocial when the term just started, super tempted to ignore everything and go about at my own pace, blehhh

thinking of buffet again, unagi.........

managed to hammer most of the hiragana into my brain, but hiragana memorising was supposed to be done by last wednesday and i'm supposed to be doing katakana now... the lecture is bloodly fast, by second lecture must do self study and remember hiragana, by third lecture, memorise katakana, rocks

and my timetable is.... quite awful.... i end most days at 6pm.. thursday could have been earlier if i had been allowed to ballot for the morning japanese tutorial, but noooooooo, the stupid bsp2005 tutorial was pre-allocated there and cannot be moved away at balloting round, what the hell... now i have no lunch on wednesday and friday ): okay friday will probably skip half of bsp2005 lecture to eat lunch cause frankly, the lecturer sucks...

talk about wednesday, was originally given an accounting tutorial on tues/sat (tues before recess week and sat after recess week) and for obvious reasons, i can't go for that tutorial... honestly, i was hoping that the school could pay the contract-breaking fee for me, but yeah, that's wishful thinking ): so had to go down for manual tutorial registration just to change the tutorial slots since only wednesday tutorial group is wed/wed... and the thing is, it seems like they entertain everybody, never ask for reason de... strange... in the end, the person-who-i-forgot-her-name just 硬硬 slot me into the wed slot (after i came back again at lunch =.=) so now, wed is a 10 to 6 day with zero break and midway i need to rush from business to arts... hopefully i won't get lost on my first day of tutorial

saw something funny on ivle forum, the sale of used textbook de... someone was selling her book at 22 bucks, then the buyer asked if it was available, seller said yes, then buyer went "can you give the book to me? like... for free" i laughed lah, the buyer only a bit cheapo and suagu, zomg...

hmm, blogging is good for destressing and de-sianing

maybe

2009-06-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

coming sunday, picnic with seven wonders at east coast

today, test drive to go to east coast

12noon, going for lunch

1215, right turn, hit curb, tore through two tires

0115, watching the towcar

cried for nearly an hour

parents never say much, father was only angry for about 5-10 minutes

useless useless useless

angle too sharp, too sharp too sharp

i do not know how to describe, the feeling when you see the tow-car fixing your car onto their truck and pulling it away, knowing that everything was your fault

my fault

everything my fault

useless lousy person

cannot even do a proper right turn after so many months

i am not driving ever again

side note, i am also not going for the picnic this sunday, do not bother trying to dissuade me, i will probably only end up crying or being sullen the whole trip, there is no point

2009-03-24T09:17:00.002+08:00

i managed to write out a page and three-quarter for my part in mkting proj!

anyway, something funny happened on our trip to pool, we went to take 151 at kr terminal, so we waited (btw, leonard was late so he treated us to half a dinner each XP) and missed a bus, took the next bus 151a... but when we boarded, the ezlink system was out of order... the bus driver still usher us on board though, i think he think he can fixed the system... so he circled the buspark once, trying to fix, still cannot... at first we thought he wanted to let us down to take the next bus but he turned out of the bus park... at the traffic light, he flipped the board 151a around so that people cannot see... then =.= at the traffic light before the first bus stop, he flipped it back again... then at the first bus stop, he flipped it again! thereafter he never picked up anyone else le... and we got a free ride (: so the bus was empty, there was not much jam and he does not need to pick up people, so we got to the place pretty quickly

novita was trying to convince me to join SoC FoC =.= erm, i'm not even computing student le lehh... then she saying it's okay, not like they will check... the thing is if the freshie ask, "so what major are you taking?" or "is computing modules difficult?" how am i supposed to answer? "er, i dunno, i'm not computing school, but i kenna pulled over?" so anyway, is actually yihong asked novita to join as OGL cause they're lacking in girls =.= ehh, well, if novita asked yihong who will ask the recruitment in charge that it's okay for non-soc people to join, then maybe i'll go (provided she'll meet me on the mrt on the day itself!)

ate pizza hut for dinner and we displayed the typical cheapo attitude... cause they had this smart choice meal thing but never write timing and we were thinking is it for the whole day... if it is then we'll eat, if not we'll walk away... hahah, it was and we went it... took quite some time to decide what to eat (leonard even went "eh, does girls always take so long to decide what to eat?") we ordered three meals with two sides, criss-cross fries and garlic bread... our ordering drinks was v funny
me: we can have any of the soft drinks right
server: yes, you can choose 7up, coke, root beer or...miranda orange
me: okay, i'll like a root bear
server: sure *scribble*
novita: er, make that two
leonard: three
then we started laughing

anyway, we waited for quite some time, i think maybe abt 25 min after we ordered, they came and tell us their oven break down for a while and whatever they are cooking have to be recooked... we were thinking they should give us discount since we had to wait so long... so waited waited waited and then suddenly they served us some star hashbrown thing... at first we thought it's complimentary since they made us wait but we didn't dare to eat, went to ask another server and she went about asking why we had that... turned out that they don't have the fries and served us this instead, the reason is cause they are both potatoes... erm hello, hashbrown and fries are v v different... besides, if they don't have, shouldn't they ask us whether we want something else instead of just replacing it... anyway, we rejected the hashbrown and went back to waiting for our food... novita's and mine pasta came a short while later and we started eating... halfway through, they tried to serve us six piece wing... but we said not ours... continued eating, and then they tried to serve us the wing again =.= leonard's baked rice came v late but he ate damn fast, eating the hot rice like nobody's business... i think he finished his baked rice in around 5 mins...

asked for the bill, which also took quite some time... and our bill still have the criss cross fries and the six piece wing... the manager had to come and correct the bill... leonard was double checking the bill just in case...

went to pool, and we were late for half an hour like that... amazingly, the president was there! wao... then he started psychoing us to join the committee... hahah, the thing is, during dinner, we were already talking about it and saying that since it's a free position, we should join... so when the pres start to psycho us, we went and ask some question about the position... apparently, committee members have free training O.O then he say actually not a lot of things to do but then cause he's involved in alot of things so it actually don't feel like alot =.=

learnt some new rules from the coach, apparently must call which ball you want to go into which hole... if something else went it or the ball didn't go into that hole, it's a foul and it's the other person's turn... blehh, so tyco no longer works, hurr hurr

nearing the end, abt 9.35, novita started going "assignment six assignment six!" at first i couldn't really hear what's she saying, keep hearing simon says... then i was super blur... we hurriedly started another game (cause that time, leonard not done yet i think), then novita became super zai... she v quickly started shooting in those that don't seemed likely to go in, we were done before 9.45, damn good

woke up this morning (tuesday), feeling like i half slept throughout the night... then my thighs and knees started hurting and it was a pain to stand... had to do some stretching... managed to make it to 96 before it started hurting again... and seeing that have to use the leg that hurt to support my weight in the bus, wah torture... mrt was equally crowded but standing on the inside is better, cushioned and blocked by some other people so that no one will squeeze you around... attempted to sleep on the mrt but the laptop was being a bother and like can't really support it... sigh...

now in dsc tutorial, and most of my answers are correct, yay!

2009-03-23T14:02:00.002+08:00

conclusion 1: goh shi han got no sense of direction
conclusion 2: seagull got no sense and is bloody #$%^&
conclusion 3: wang xiu yi is scary... and weird

elaboration 1: we were in the canteen after lunch and shihan says she need to print stuff... now, naturally when one wants to print something, she will need to go the computer lab, which is in the direction of lt19, which is in the opposite direction of com1... guess what, she turned towards com1 and walked for quite a while before i managed to get it across to her that she can walked towards the other end of the canteen instead =.= goodness

elaboration 2: accounting project... apparently our balance sheet is still wrong cause another group got the same answer as the first group seagull asked and it's balanced... so after tutorial, we gathered a short while to discuss when to meet... some confusion here since xy thought we cannot have a meeting tmr but everything is cleared up and meeting as usual... anyway, seagull was going on about thinking that the overhead is wrong... saying we should do this, and i don't think you are right...

got super pissed with her... don't TALK! DO! wah fuck, irritated, keep saying what we can do but she's not doing anything =.= then during stats lecture, she went and read smthg else that is not related to work then still keep saying (during earlier tutorial) she got no time, alot of things due... bullshit lah her... and her attitude is getting worse... last project meeting also, keep arguing with xy and saying that xy is wrong, how can like this... and just plain nuisance...

sat night was the first tutorial discussion she attended... and why she attended? cause she's the one presenting... even then, there was some misunderstanding between xy and her about which question we were discussing (1e vs 1f) and her attitude is plain irritating (i can't find another word! damn)

elaboration 3: heard from shihan that she was very very very upset with her mkting paper which she got an average mark (b-), she stayed back and discussed with the tutor what is the problem and then i heard she cried after that O.O

then for acc project as well... she insists that her way of doing is right and sorta refused to hear other people's... super stubborn...

others:
heard that this guy in other class (that on the surface looks like slacker but should be closet mugger) got nearly full marks for accounting midterm, wth lahh...

found out that this girl in my mkt group and another guy in our class seems to be dating... supposedly, the guy is denying cause he's shy =.= let's observe

plenty of things due this two weeks
1. acc project due this friday
2. bsp assignment 2 due next monday
3. mkt individual assignment due next thursday
4. mkt group assignment due next thursday
5. mkt group presentation due next thursday
6. bsp group presentation due next next thursday

hell

on top of that, my fics are nearly hiatus status, shitshitshit

shall churn out one page of mkt now... for the group...

oh yar, this guy in my mkt group is like abit over paranoid/worrywart... he keeps thinking that our company is too small and it will be very difficult to write out a 25 page report on them =.= hello, i don't think size makes a difference since it will about the same thing that every companies have... then when i said this, he went "actually, i dunno about you, but i'm a factual person (insert =.= here) and i really don't know if there's enough fact to make it to 25 page" =.= =.= =.= then he was like implying that i can crap alot cause i was giving him example on how to make his 'fact' more descriptive =.= btw, this guy is scary, he stares at you when you talk, like super eye contact

have i ever mentioned that i hate eye contact? no? well, i just did, don't ask me why but i feel it creepy and honestly, it makes me uncomfortable...

hurr, to mkt! blehbleh

2009-02-16T16:56:00.002+08:00

bloody hell

my bsp1005 group sucks
big time

let's outline the situation and the participants
- assignment 1 due on this monday 5.45pm
- first meeting, this monday 4.45pm
- number of attendees - 2
and let's go into detail...

group member 1 (sort-of-leader)
- never contact us until i emailed her about it
- never attend the (rather impt) tutorial on the thurs before submission (supposedly having headache, i shall not comment)
- went to hand-write assignment 1 (which i assumed was her original copy) when she had already typed it out and send it to me =.=
- has really cursive *insert nationality* handwriting
- squeezed everybody's name into the top right hand corner of the foolscap
- logic of handwriting it, the graph have to be drawn -.-
- 'refuse' to let me type it out when i already have most of it formatted nicely enough
- reason? she needs to go at 5, so have to be done NOW

group member 2 (the bo-chup girl)
- when sort-of-leader collect contact details, her name as written - (surname) provided only
- no response to all emails
- ie, no contribution to assignment at all

group member 3 (the guy)
- don't remember his face
- supposed to turn up for first meeting *rolls eyes* but last minute called sort-of-leader to say that he is held up somewhere
- i think he was apologising? (is that a redeeming point?)

conclusion? i don't think i need to draw it out for you...

on a lighter note, bbq ytd~!
(btw, i didn't meant to type ~ but somehow when i hit !, it shun bian appear and since it looks decent.... XP)

event name: the-more-than-3-pple-bbq (if i never rmb wrongly)

so seeing that the 3-pple-bbq had problem starting fire, they decided that using liquid fire-starter is better... the result? teng wuliang had fun squirting fire-starter, liew jiahao keep lighting the fire, christina ng commenting that the fire don't seemed to really start...

charcoal was used up and once again, they blame the charcoal for the fire being (abit) unable to start so novita has to go and get another bag of charcoal

so the whole bbq-ing went really fast... after the charcoal turned white (which btw, is the whole super big charcoal all turned white), jiahao and christina became in charge of the fire, wuliang and yihong was in charge of one side while novita was in charge of another side... i was the feed-er...

me: "christina, say ahhh~"
christina: "ahhh"
me: "YIHONG!"
yihong: *walks over*
me: *bring food to infront of novita*
novita: *gives reluntant look before eating*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away before forced back by pressure to eat*
me: "christina!"
christina: *yum*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "novita?"
novita: *mouth full, still chewing, shakes head no"
me: "yihong!"
yihong: *walks over to eat*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away and say* "5 minutes interval, later"
=.=

and according to christina, this is funny... cause i went to get water and then passed the cup around... wuliang was the last so i passed him the cup, took it back and said "so now you drank, can eat?"

hahaha, cause i can't eat le, so i'm making others eat (didn't eat anything the whole day arhh, so cannot eat) ...but i think wuliang is scared of me... oops? XP

and full cream milk plus hershey choc syrup is niiiiiiiiice... would be nicer with ice cream though (:

my pictures are niiiice too! see fb XP

actually wanted to drive over the novita's place and was already looking at the map online... then my father say, actually better not drive, he don't have enough petrol in his tank to last me if i need to go around to find my way (1/4 tank...1/4 and it's not enough?! hello!) such faith in me man...

so anyway, before the bbq, had this stayover with the 7 wonders (i'm starting to feel some disdain for the name, feel damn embarrassed saying it out)... supposedly it started with ys's plan of mahjong - me, tentative helen, him and his camp friend, which i was fine with... so i asked helen who told me she have to tell me on sat itself cause she got tons of work to do (not arguing with her, since archi is quite demanding i think) then somehow ys told jh who told kh and then somehow it became a whole gang activity

let's bear in mind that they held it on sat night, right after i finished working

oh and rmb what time i start work? 9am

okay, so whole gang, still okay i guess... then expectedly, maggie and asha pangseh (why am i not surprised?) saying they're tired... so left 3 guys, jh and me... helen say cannot rush finish her work in time so cannot come...

they came and they started teaching jh how to play mahjong... and i stayed at my table, attempting to complete my acc work...

after that, which i'm sure is before 1am, wilson knocked out... -.- hello, it's only 1am lehh and then with his oily hair, and i'm sure, oily skin, started to spread oil on the floor near my bed... ewww, it was very disgusting walking on the floor...

luckily i asked my father beforehand to not mop the floor on saturday but to do it on sunday

played mahjong, lesser than two rounds (as in 'wind') before we ended playing bridge... and had to teach jh again... according to kh, he had taught jh 5 times already -.-

so initially still okay, jh was still conscious... but kh was being irritating cause he (at least i think) was manipulating the game and people... pretending to be this person's partner when he is not... which though is probably rather effective, it has succeeded in irritating the rest of us (that i'm quite sure of)

then after 3-4am in the morn, we got hungry and moved to the dining area and continued our game... by this time, jh is anyhow throw card and i think i don't need to elaborate...

got frustrated halfway and stopped the game before eating instant cup noodle... had a try at 3-pple bridge which is super stupid and was given up after one try...

went to sleep after that before waking up and letting them out at 8 plus... tiring... and my floor was super disgusting... have i emphasized it enough?

hmm hmmm, later going for pool, today should have instructor...

haha, i got super tyco streak de... for eg, the other week with the instructor and i was playing with novita while christina was with leonard... novita keep winning me cause my ball keep on cannot go into the hole... then when the instructor came to our table, suddenly i 百发百中, all those weird angles also okay -.-

then the last session, we each took turns at tyco-ing... at first is me, aiming the ball at the front hole then it rebounded into another hole at the other corner... happened to me twice and then to leonard twice/thrice and to novita once... wow lahh...

hope today won't 出丑

oh shit, i forgot to see novita's jelly beans... AGAIN...

who wanna take jap with me next sem? XP

my trademark super long post is back with a vengence! wahahaha!

2009-01-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

went for teppan buffet with su and claire today... supposedly choots was to go as well but as she had zero cash...

anyway, we started the buffet at 1230pm (since claire was late... unsurprisingly) and guess what time we ended?

5pm

the waiter (?) came at about 345, ask if we want the ice cream buffet to which claire was very excited about and told us that last serving at 430 and we have to pay by 5 otherwise it will be dinner's cost (something about the program of the computer system de)

to quote claire (and su), "we eat until they kick us out"

after the entire eating (where we were super stuffed and unglamly bloated), we met esther and ying xian... super qiao... and they went for some porridge buffet at suntec... they were also super shocked that we ate so long (1230 - 500), so we asked how long they ate... guessed what, they ate from 2 to 3... only leh! and they still say they're quite full!

skipped dinner, no way i can eat man...

but then su and claire ate ALOT... su ate alot of the meat and claire ate alot of the steamboat stuffs...

then again, we managed to finish all the food we brought to our table and left very very little things... there was another table where they left alot, a whole plate of cooked meat and the soup of the steamboat looked full, like they stuffed all the can't-eat food inside... even the waiteresses cleaning up the table were discussing among themselves and saying that the people wasted alot of food...

so in an attempt to lose whatever weight we have gained from this buffet, su and claire are coming over tomorrow to exercise... supposedly the program starts at 830 with badminton, then maybe jogging... claire wants to cycle all the way to yck which is madness... hopefully, we stop at the jogging part lah hor...

besides, 830, hmmmmm... can they even wake up and reach on time? (these are the people who sleeps at 4am and wakes at 2pm =.=)

2009-01-06T17:30:00.003+08:00

heeeeelp, i dunno what to write for the written submission ):

so for the DipAB teaching exam, have to write this 1800 words thing on a topic... and obviously my teacher helped me pick this supposedly easy topic "Discuss your choice of material for use with young beginners or adult beginners in the first year of learning" and even pick the series of books to use

here comes the problem: how am i supposed to start? and what am i supposed to write inside? why i choose it? why is it good? how do i use it?

and the worst thing is... i'm reluctant to write it cause i know my teacher will confirm laugh at me ): and suan me and probably go 'ehh, what is this...' since i'll probably write crap with no direction at all... and my teacher refused to give me any hint ):

i'm procrastinating

and have to show her something by tomorrow morning... dieeeeeeee

i wish for my written submission to write itself

i summon my fully-written written submission

i magicked my written submission into existence

...okay okay, maybe just a clue on how to start? that's a lesser monumental request right?

...okay okay, maybe a hint on what exactly i'm supposed to write?

...okay okay, maybe a very small insignificant hint? doesn't have to be exact...

sigh, i guess i really have to write something by tonight and pray that i won't be laugh at it... or it won't be totally discarded...

2008-12-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

stayed up the whole night playing mahjong and talking... talked about life, beliefs, faith and all those other philosophical stuff... some of us cried in the end... hahahha, oh and we celebrated su's bdae, she was super surprised when a cake appeared (she didn't see it for the past 30 min that we spent walking up to qing's place when it was right behind her)

so after everything, went to eat breakfast at jalan kayu... and the place we went don't even have menu! they think it might be because if we don't know the price, we would just anyhow order... cause cheese prata cost $2.50! when the cheese is pathetically small and negligible...

went home and slept for 8 to 9 hours like that, knocked out

checked result and it's unbelievably bad... my first thought was "oh shit", and the second was "i'm dropping ddp", so i emailed the comp head to ask how to drop XP

hopefully next semester could pull my grades up... cause i think this sem is really i'm doing more than i could, overestimation arhh... 6 mod + weak in comp + working... so next sem hopefully just be 5 mod + working... and maybe cca too, at least i'll have a life?

strangely, i don't feel anything about having to drop ddp

2008-12-22T19:39:00.001+08:00

going to qing's house later, i better not sweat on the way

and better not get lost arhh, it's dark and i only vaguely know where to stop... blehh

meeting choots slightly later so that i can watch the beginning of the show on channel 8, wahahah!

i've been writing like mad!

tomorrow is the 23rd

2008-12-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

my mum say my driving is acrobatic

went to courts/ikea/giant in tampines today... drove the highway and entered decelerating lane... was abit over speed limit (i was at 60, limit was 50) and following this car who was following a bus, there was a car tailgating me behind... suddenly bus change lane, car abrupt change lane and then right in front, road works... the car behind so close, brake confirm hit, so i swerve... i SWERVE!! then check side mirror... wtf... luckily the next lane de lorry was going very slowly and was quite a distance behind... maybe he already saw so many car cutting into his lane? then kenna scolded by my father...

i want to paint my nails black... after tomorrow's stayover maybe... haha...

23rd is coming

2008-12-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

i finished twilight!

and i wanna read new moon now

what the hell is there sneak preview of new moon in twilight?! it's forcing me to go read new moon! d-a-m-n-i-t

i'm hungry, but can't really eat... does it even make sense?

2008-12-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

been spending my day typing typing typing

haven't type finish

bored

2008-12-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

went shopping with my mum today

heh, showed her the zombie with talisman tee-shirt and her response was "please lah, don't wear this type of shirt!" =.=

spent about an hour at this fashion XP, got a nice blouse there! <3 then went to help my mum find something for new year... i think she's influenced by me, all the clothes she liked were in black and the other colours were horrendous =.= so after trying maybe about 5 or more blouses, she got a black one, double =.=

went to tangs to look for the gift exchange present, i still can't find any! anyway, tangs fourth floor got this very cool angel in ferris wheel thing! super cute, super nice but it cost 20 smthg and my mum refuse to let me buy cause she say it will just be there to gather dust anyway... hurr...

then it was john little... at first saw this white jacket, hmmm not bad, looked like the one which i bought online (which btw is abit small for me, not so comfortable, so i'm trying to find pple who wants XP)... then the black version... the black version is damn cool! so okay, decided to get it... then walked out of the fitting room and stuff, saw another jacket... yup, you guessed right, i liked that too... so spent a while debating which to get and after (being annoyed by me, i think) a while, my mum gave in and let me buy both... ahahhaha! got a shirt there too but then it wasn't on sales! the big big poster write storewide 20%, then in small prints t&c applies and so qiao, the shirt falls under there... blehhh

so got a number of things but was in no way as successful as previous shopping trip... according to my mum, we used to be able to walk through the whole orchard (and most of the shopping centre) in the same amount time we used today...

(i bought two jackets today, wahahaha)

2008-12-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

in the i-don't-feel-like-moving mood

illustrations as follow:
- pangseh watching twilight
- pangseh jogging
- drank lesser water so i don't have to walk to refill the bottle

coincidentally, i'm also in the do-i-look-like-i-care? mood

or maybe it's not a coincident since the two moods had always seemed to go hand in hand

so sorry to those who i had pangsehed and who are angry at me...

then again, if you're angry at me then too bad... cause i'm still in the do-i-look-like-i-care? mood

if i offend you, please don't talk to me today... try tomorrow, maybe

scary

2008-12-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

super traumatised by driving today

went for dinner at windsor/macpherson/braddell there so have to take the expressway... wah, super stressed... people are overtaking me left right and centre and i'm already going at 80/90 km/h! wonder what speed they're at... so after expressway have to filter to the normal roads and the speed limit was 50, so become very hard to adjust... my mum say the few turns there was like riding rollercoaster which by the way is an exaggeration! i was very stable okay!

so the dinner is buffet type, teochew porridge or something lahh... honestly, it's not very nice... the variety is far too little and the cabbage is a little weird, like overcooked and dipped into dunno-what gravy... ate far too little to be worth since was a little dizzy from the driving... (overstressed, i was clutching the steering wheel like mad)

oh, i kenna flicked light once and horned twice... the flicked light was cause i was trying to change lane on expressway and i think i still not use to the speed yet so was considered super slow and the driver behind me was super fast... blehh... can't remember one of the horning, but the other was cause the previous driver was stuck at the gantry of the carpark... apparently the cashcard must be inserted in the correct direction =.=

parking was fine... surprisingly... at the dinner place, i got it on the first try and is the turning right type which i'm not good at... hahahah... then when i reached back home, also got it on the first try... the only thing was i was aiming for the lot beside the one i parked in... yar, i missed the parking spot and parked in the wrong one... oh wells, heck care, at least the car is parked without hitting anything...

driving at night is scary... 60km/h at night feels like 80km/h in the afternoon... seriously... i thought i was going super fast but then the speedometer was so low... blehhh

going to watch twilight tomorrow! but i haven't finish the book yet... ehhh, how? watching the movie first won't spoil the back part of the book right...?

slacking

2008-12-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

been spending quality time with my laptop~!

so yar, can guess how my day went...

anyway, schedule for next two weeks so far:
this wed - twilight at amk with 7 wonders (not sure who's going though)
this thurs - going out shopping with my mum, wonder if there'll be better shou huo
221208 - staying at qing's place, mahjong and seeing choo, su, claire (attempting to) get drunk
261208 - ps pple coming over and doing gift exchange (i haven't bought anything!)
baking plan kenna cancelled ):

christina, if you're reading this, i want to say you are super kiasu! can you wait until results are out first! and i think i'll prob take bsp1005 (over cs1105) even if the exam is later than anything else, at least got time to do last minute mugging y'know...

i wonder if i'll die this semester if i take 6 modules, join 2 cca (billiard and archery) and still working part-time on saturday...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

i feel like finding people to suffer with me... (cause christina is not a good company since she can study super last minute, don't pay attention in lecture and probably spend less time teaching tuition than me teaching on saturday...)

any masochist/sadist want to volunteer to suffer the same ill-fate as me?

more parking

2008-12-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

went around yishun in the morning, usual for a sunday... and i was forced to park dunno how many times... first, a multi-storey carpark where the slope is quite steep and the turning is quite narrow... then some random carpark with a small curb by the side (which i hit/scraped actually)

my parking is getting from bad to worse

and then another multi-storey carpark when we went for dinner... and this idiot driver horned me while in the carpark... hello! got bump and then sharp turn ahead leh! how fast you want me to go?! and the carpark is those circular two-laned going up/down type... so scary, must control the turn if not will go to the other lane de, blehhh...

i'm getting irritated by driving, especially when my parents start commenting about it

argh

twilight!

2008-12-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

reading reading reading!

haven't finish though... and it's the first of four books! argh! i hate these types, can't they just lump all the four together >.<

but i think i read until dizzy arhh, concentrate too hard... hahaha...

going to go su's place to bake on tues... too bad can't drive there arhh, since i just got my license and everything...

can't concentrate enough to write more (nothing much to say anyway, how interesting can a day spent on teaching be?)

feet...pain...

2008-12-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

my feet hurts......!

went for lunch with su, claire, qing, choo, jaime at taka crystal jade... su was extremely late (she woke up at 11+ when we're supposed to meet at 12?!) and she even ate before she came, so while the rest of us gorged ourselves on la mian and xiao long bao (and chun juan), she just ate abit of dunno-what's-that (cong you bing?)... then we had fun splitting bill... er, i had fun lah since i was calculating for them... turned out that one bao is 90 cents and one half of the chun juan is 60 cents... ahaha, we count until super exact~! but still not enough money cause apparently the towel and pickles we forgot to put service and tax on it... blehhh...

wanted to play pool at some cheapo place so from taka walk until past centrepoint there... wow lah, my shoe start hurting (i'm wearing my new shoe!) and i very pei fu claire who just bought her super high stiletto thin heels... just bought as in just before lunch she bought that type lehh... at first the very unstable person suddenly become the feet don't even hurt person ): i ended swapping shoe with choo even though she's like one or two sizes smaller than me... hahah! anyway, the cheapo place suddenly became too expensive so we tried another place which, we found out, had closed down =.=

ended up going to claire's place to play mahjong... won very little ): su won 4 times in a row then she was banker for dunno how long... we were stuck on dong feng for super long cause later when claire took over choo's place, she won twice in a row also... finally finally we reach nan feng but by that time is nearly time to go home liaoo... blehhh, playing mahjong with claire is stressful... if you take too long to think, she will suan you de lor... she play damn fast >.<

have work tomorrow! but then alot alot of my student going on holiday this week so a number of them are not coming for lesson... wahhaha, i got time to read my new book! yay!

i got blisters ):

oh oh, almost forgot, the clothes i ordered online came! so cool! they stuffed like 5 pieces into this small little paper envelope (as in it's small for 5 pieces lahh)... and no, two of them is novita's, not mine... i didn't buy that many... hahahah! one of the dress can be worn for new year! after i get rid of the ugly ribbon that had somehow materialised at the front of the dress...

PASSED

2008-12-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

i passed! woohoo! finally man! yay!

anyway, throughout the whole test i was super scared and kanchiong... first of all, it was raining damn heavily! just an hour ago for the test-drive, it was super warm and super sunny, then when i went down to the car to start the test, there was a light drizzle... by the time i was doing the first course, it was raining heavily... and when i turn out onto the road, it became a bloody downpour! visibility was nearly zero lah! and brakes were much harder to handle too! then the roads are not exactly flat as well and drainage isn't that wonderful so i ended spraying a lot of water fountains as i drove around my test route...

guess what's my first mistake? before i even turn the first corner already kenna mistake, a super dumb one... i forgot to put seat belt =.= stupid right! start engine, then super kanchiong then drove off, until the first turn then i was like "oh yar, seat belt" lucky it's only two points >.<

actually the rain may be good... because of the rain, my tester forgo ramp, slope and e-brake, good right? plus somemore with the rain, you always become super scared whether got car not cause it's really near zero visibility (the side mirror is useless, too many droplets), so will keep checking blind spots and turning here and there to see better... how heavy is the rain? well, let's just say my windscreen wiper was already on the fastest and still unable to get rid of all the water and sometimes even driving forward is totally dependant on the front car's headlights, yup that bad...

so anyway, after finishing up the test the instructors came with umbrellas to shield the testers... then super funny, the instructor was passing me the umbrella and nearly stab the tester in the face... cause he open the tester's door and poke the long umbrella through... don't think the instructor realise what he did though... and i think the tester is very good-natured (he even help me brake and tell me stop where to wait for the previous car to finish lah!), otherwise is also he too busy packing his laptop and never realise also =.=

have to watch a video about road accidents then went to take a queue number to make the license... and woah, my number was 79 and they were only at 61, i sat there for like 15 minutes and they never move at all, best... so went downstairs to collect the school student record booklet... also have to wait very long... then this guy who was in front started chatting with the person doing the rebooking and stuff! and it's definitely talking crap lah, the person was like saying "oh driving is like that de.." then dunno what else but i'm quite sure it has nothing to do with test date or lesson time =.= irritating... that also took about half an hour, so rush back up the stairs to see if it's my turn or not yet and guess what? they're only at 68... so i waited and waited and waited... nearly 5 (about 4.45), they finished one of the queues (they had three for different type of thing) so two counters were working on license making and the queue moved faster... then suddenly they skip alot of numbers, i think alot of people left after waiting too long? so less than 5 minutes later, it was my turn liao... altogether, it took more than an hour after my test end just to make a license =.= and my tester had already pass/fail another student, change out of his uniform and went home liao >.<

drove almost immediately cause my father was like if i buy the p-plate from the school, he'll drive the car to the school then i can drive... haha! so quickly fix the plate then went for dinner... parking was horrible, there was no car beside me at all and i went out my lot since there was no pole... after dinner, went home, then there was the challenge of multi-storey carpark... my mum say she see me go up the slope also scared, lucky i never hit anything... parking was better since there was another car there for me to estimate how much i should turn... heh... and that concludes my driving, wahhahaha!

today is driving post (:

tomorrow's seafood dinner is cancelled ): and i should be wearing heels and dress tomorrow? not sure yet, let's see ba...

sian

2008-12-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

boring day again... i should stop blogging everyday, it's getting tiresome...

had driving lessons again... wonder why all my instructors all say i okay but the tester fail me until so cham arhh... test's tomorrow, please don't fail again, i can't handle it...

going out on friday... wondering if i should wear dress and heels not... cause later going to eat seafood for dinner... like abit impractical sia...

one of the clothes i ordered online is out of stock! nooooo... ):

boring day, my teacher was trying to teach me how to talk during dip exam... and it's like woah O.o have to talk non-stop and 'trick' the examiner into asking things that you know... apparently, the less he talk, the better it is and then pull in every single book there is and talk about techniques, method, problems and stuff... siao... my teacher want me to produce a method book (or at least start on it) by next next week when she comes back from her holidays... blehhh, don't even know how to start...

i shall go reread ARM:H and attempt to start writing the next chapter... i have procrastinated long enough...

shopping again

2008-12-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

and once again, nothing

well, not really nothing... i bought a coat-like thing... but it wasn't say bugis-cheap... blehhh... ate gelare and my shephard's pie! nice! the cheese and potato *dreamy sigh* but the meat was abit weird though... and then we ordered two waffles... maybe we thought our capacity was good but actually it isn't... struggled through the last square of the waffle (i ate three quarts) and felt super full... so the go-bugis-then-buy-old-chang-kee plan gone, blehh...

plowed through the whole of bugis street... first floor, second floor... and i bought three more rings... i wonder how many i have now, definitely more than 10... and i don't think i have much space to keep them...

ate ajisen for dinner... still super full by the way... so i had a bowl of ramen plus two crab-cream croquet... seriously cannot finish, felt like puking halfway through... i will never eat crab-cream again, potato and vegetable ones are much much nicer... didn't finish my ramen too ): and still feeling bloated all the way home...

and the train was damn full! raffles place, city hall there, the train was packed... i think only until amk like that? then the train became super empty (not too sure, wasn't too conscious at that moment)

bought a book to read on saturday (: still super free, blehhh...

going to do some online shopping now! yay! found so many clothes that i like (:

shopping

2008-12-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

this is one of the most boring shopping i have ever done...

first of all, the day started out raining... already in the morning, there was already the mood to actually just sleep the day through...

so christina fetched me from my place (she drove >.<) then we went toa payoh to take mrt since she has to return the car... novita pangsehed until evening ):

first stop: far east... now, usually far east have at least some tee shirts or shoes to look at... well, there was one nice shirt, and that's all... oh, the shirt is actually a zombie silhouette with a yellow talisman pasted on the forehead... it's damn cool, but eh 16 bucks for a shirt... no way man... anyway, we went to this charms shop and spent quite some time there, looking for nice pendants and also looking for something to match the earring skeleton that we wanted... in the end, there wasn't the correct size, so we had to change to another type of earring... probably going to fix the thing up later...

we went to wisma, taka, heeren after that... nothing interesting at all... the floor was also damn disgusting since it was wet and people's shoes weren't really clean... our feet kenna some black water then have to go toilet wash... major mood killer...

took bus to city hall cause we gave up on town... i bought shoes! finally! nice heels with buckles XP i love buckles...

christina and novita are over at my place now... novita is knocked out and sleeping already... we're going bugis tomorrow, hopefully will have more 收获 there... blehhh...

oh yar, i bought a key-pendant and chain from the charms shop right, then until on the mrt nearing sembawang then realised that hey! i never buy the clasp... =.= rocks

bowling

2008-12-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

i'm super lousy at it...

went marina square for lunch with junhui, asha, kahhwee and yongsheng... of all the things to eat, we had carl's junior... and their onion ring is huge... all of us goggled and were super amazed that such sizes actually exist...

after that is bowling, we played two games and i'm super lousy... never even hit the 80 mark ): no strike/spare also ): and my pinky hurt from supporting the ball... and i used a super light ball leh! hurr

then we went arcade and asha and junhui played time crisis... which was over pretty quickly, one of the first time that i saw them kenna trashed... then there was the para para machine beside time crisis with a bunch of people playing... truthfully, i was laughing at them a little... the first girl played like she want to clean the floor, her hand just swoosh swoosh lift abit from the side of her body to hit the sensor... the second girl like want to punch people, her hands were in a fist and she was punching out quite fiercely instead of an actual 'dance'... the last guy was worst... he was a little plump, and then he did the most outrageous thing: he actually dance as he hit the sensor... his legs move left right in some form of kicking outwards style... at first i thought that oh, he used his leg to help to hit the sensor, so smart... then after a while, i realised that actually his moving feet is for show... it just don't fit, the super violent way of dancing... okay, so i don't claim to be a good dancer at para para, but hey, at least i don't look so >.< ...right?

kahhwee got me a khr tumbler from taiwan! so touched! thanks man! and he got asha, maggie and junhui posters which apparently he searched the whole poster shop to find... we were like O.O wow... i want to go back taiwan!

shopping tomorrow! i wanna buy shoes!

even though i have alot le (but i don't wear them much)

working

2008-12-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

well, technically i didn't work so much today... apparently the number of students i have decreased by 3 or 4, leaving 2-3 hours break scattered here and there... and then there are those who went on holidays... wow lah, one of theory student just came down from the plane and then rush over for lesson, eh, should i feel honoured? hahahaha...

read artemist fowl during the break and finished it about 4 hours... considering the fact i read harry potter in 9 hours, taking so long for artemis fowl is an insult to my reading skills... blehhh... but luckily i had that to read, otherwise i'll be too bored... wonder how i should pass the one hour break next week... hmmm, maybe i should go find another book? hahaha...

khr manga is not out yet! f&f iv is not out yet! why???

things to write - ARM:H 18, SR 9, TUD 3, TUJ 4, E 7 and maybe UM 3
never mind if you don't understand what the heck i just wrote, it's just a list for me to keep track off... i should start later, provided i don't find something i'm interested to read... heh... my reading list is even longer, i think, but still no motivation to start reading now...

going out tomorrow... supposed to be a picnic at east coast, but then two people can't make it so it's rescheduled and changed to some lunch at city hall... not sure what's the activity after that though, maybe bowling? i miss bowling, it's been so long...

anyone want to 约 me go bowling? *hopeful hopeful*

lalala

2008-12-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

i didn't get to play mahjong ): they adjourned before i could reach the table and went to play saboteur... which isn't as fast-paced as i thought it would be... sure, thinking of who's your enemy and how to stop them is quite fun but it's rather slow cause pple have to decide what their action should be... blehhh...

so we played and ended at about 4? not too sure, wasn't fully awake then to remember to look at the clock, hahaha... went to sleep while four the guys went to watch youtube >.< then two of them woke me up at 530 so that they could go back... apparently they need to go back to school but wow lah, 530 is like one of the first few trains you could take... the other group went back at about 7 smthg... christina wasn't even aware that they left, she's totally knocked out... around noon, she woke (and i woke too) so we went to eat lunch, she went back, then i went back to my laptop! (:

my deeeeeeeeear laptop, heee

oh yar, somewhere during saboteur, some guy went and block me (meaning i cannot make a move in the game, which is quite sad) and i sorta... whine? anyway, kenny was like whining is not me, it's christina... apparently annette =/= whine... i cannot whine?! hurr ):

so been spending the day on ff.net which is fun btw... and i'm not mental in the head... still got a list of things to write, a list of things to read... been piling up since the start of the semester, hopefully can catch up... wahahha...

oh and i got back my scheme results... let's just say, it's the normal marks for me... actually lower than normal but never mind lah, i passed overall... i'm happy enough... seeing that maybe 1231 i can't even pass...

i suck, hurr

back to ff.net, maybe i should stop procrastinating to write now that i got the time huh

just in time!

2008-12-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

wahahah, managed to post one today before the day 'ends'

the night has just begun

so had mno paper today, and then i finished in an hour 15 when the paper is 2 hours long and apparently the person beside me was still on the second last question -.- but then i was feeling sick so can't really concentrate so all the answers were like crap and hopefully it would be enough? but don't think can get the full marks cause like wrote too little... and then christina v funny, she after 1 hour and was reading the last question, thinking that she alot of time left, she started doing it slowly and was unable to complete it... zai right? (i laughed at her)

and all our cheatsheet is damn cramped together, no margin and the words is like font size 5, no spacing, no paragraphing and no extra space is left... super... then leonard's is rainbow colour, mine is bright (handwritten) orange, kenny's is black with three column and super small, shihan is close to rainbow also... and christina suddenly don't feel so kiasu cause she got a lot of free space!

so after the paper, we went for lunch... supposed to be og buffet lunch, turned out like no one came so just the four of us (kenny, leonard, christina, me) went for lunch at amk sushi place... can't really finish my food cause abit no appetite... again, because i'm sick (flu i think)...went arcade a little while before going city hall to meet with PS pple...

attempted to find helen's bdae present... and like last year, can't find =.= and and! they went for early dinner! 5 smthg, went for teppanyaki BUFFET! when i have no appetite... i think i only ate like 5 bucks worth of the 23 bucks... >.< for the first time, we finished dinner before 8pm... every time we went out, at 8 we could still be waiting for table... hahah! so went around searching for helen's present again (with helen), still can't find! so adjourn for the next round we meet where they're staying over at my place after christmas, including steamboat and doing some sort of gift exchange...

why is everyone staying over at my place these days?

came home, met with some other og pple (read: og guys), then mahjong... but er, let them play first lah, i want to go ff.net! (:

the night is young! hope i win and not lose until like last time (lost 9 bucks?!)

foams

2008-12-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

goodbye ddp!

apparently the dsc paper was super difficult! the mcq, no giveaway, and i guess i didn't study in detail, only remember the brief idea which is not enough...assignment method? eh, what's that? so another 5 marks gone...then another part, not sure the steps but can get the answer so should be okay...then the derive formula, wtf, i was memorising it the day before then forgot to look at it again, so my anyhow put there de formula gone also, goodbye 5 marks...last question on fourth stage of hayes-wheelwright framework, best - i remembered the first and the second stage only, so i was bullshitting my way through, blehhh...luckily the next two parts in question four, i vaguely know the concepts and stuff but don't think can get the full 8 and 7 marks...

one more paper! just onnnneeee more, then it's over! can't wait...must really mug hard for this and put in more effort yar...do cheatsheet! and hopefully can read it tomorrow...

no more abstract obscure question please

attn span

2008-12-02T13:51:00.002+08:00

can't concentrate, arghh...

the tons of words in the OpM text is hell...and i feel like i need to reread them again just to make sure everything went in...but it's getting really hard to stay focus and study...

flames and family iv (a fic i'm following on fanfiction.net) came out three chapters today, each more than 30 pages worth, if i'm not wrong...and it's not helping...considering i need i took about 45 min to an hour to finish a chapter...so much to mull over and ponder about...

and my ygohp fascination have not faded...

read a review to jh's story...the person who reviewed was pretty weird in a sense, pointing out mistakes left right and center (rolls eyes) then later saying the whole story was good before threatening jh to update...madness...and i realised that the person had reviewed my story as well and er, let's just say the review for mine is less than a quart of the amount jh got...should i feel jealous? ahhahhha

can't wait for the og outing thing...okay, let's see my schedule so far...

wed, 031208 morn, dsc2006 exam
thurs, 041208 morn, mno1001 exam
thurs, 041208 afternoon, og buffet lunch
thurs, 041208 evening, dinner with ps pple (skipping og ktv here)
thurs, 041208 night, mahjong with og pple
fri, 051208 early morn, mahjong and maybe sleep a little
fri, 051208 afternoon/night, another buffet with og pple
sat, 061208 full day, teaching
sun, 071208 morn, driving lessons
sun, 071208 afternoon, picnic with 7 wonders
mon, 081208 full day, shopping with christina and novita (involves a stayover)
tues, 091208 full day, shopping with christina and novita
wed, 101208 evening, driving lessons
thurs, 111208 afternoon, driving test (let's hope i won't fail this time XP)
fri, 121208 evening, seafood dinner with shihan and christina
sat, 131208 full day, teaching

and that's all so far...looks pretty packed...can't wait for the torture to end...

i shall resolve to actually study and pay attention during classes next semester...and i'm not too sure if i wish to be kicked out of double degree or not...reasons?

reasons for wanting to drop ddp:
1. don't need to study so hard anymore
2. won't face killer modules
3. will have more free time
4. will have more time to concentrate on business
5. don't have to take six modules
6. don't have to spend five years in university
7. i can take other faculty modules that i'm interested in, ie jap lang

reasons for not wanting to ddp:
1. very embarrassing
2. i will feel incapable like i give up on something
3. i might end up regretting it if i get kicked out

...crap, i can't think of any other reasons...and the reasons for not wishing to be kicked out is more ego-wise while the reason to be kicked out is about practicality...so it's a pride vs reason thing...whether my ego can take the damage...

then again, i probably won't be faced with this dilemma since i will be kicked out...it's not even a voluntary choice anymore...

so in that case, i don't even have to consider further options since by 23 december, the path will be clear to me (23 dec is the release of results, btw...they consider it as a christmas present)

OpM, stay with me

heck care attitude

2008-12-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

was very very relaxed for scheme exam...perhaps far too much...

not like it mattered

not like studying would help

scheme exam paper only seemed to increase exponentially in difficulty in each year...let's see, 2007 scheme->java question, code was given, you only need to convert correctly...this year, code not given, code was referenced from problem set 3, the widely-agreed hardest problem set that everyone took a minimum of a whole full day to complete...did the teacher really expect us to reproduce a 1< day more on the spot? even studying the particular problem set right beforehand might not have been much help...

is he overestimating us? or is it that i'm just that lousy?

lambda was fine, for once...the second qn, something close to OOP, my answer is a little different from the model answer, not too sure if it's correct...i spent about 45 min on that question? madness...the third was on streams and again, it was exponentially harder than the previous year...

speaking of which, before the exam ended, the professor informed us that the solutions are already posted on ivle...yes, he posted the solution/opened to solution folder during the time we were taking the exam...everyone goggled and gave a wtf laugh (...at least i think it was a wtf laugh, you can never tell)

operations management...now i'm looking at theory of constraints and hey, the textbook only have two pages on it which the lecture slides are in point form, rocking...apparently most of the information comes from the reference text (i assumed, since there were many pages of the reference text stated in the topics covered as compared to the required text) which can't be found online...

on a side-note, it seemed most people have finished their exam...

blehh

lambda

2008-11-30T15:14:00.003+08:00

lambda is my friend, must keep telling myself that...at least until 1101s is over (which is tmr!)

so i attempted studying for scheme (aka 1101s), looking through the lecture slides and stuff and i discovered that hey! studying have not much use...why? scheme is about flexibility, something which have long been agreed and decided on that i don't have much...blehhh...besides, those normal basic scheme operators and things are already in my brain (one out of the two subjects that enjoy such privileges - the other is law BSP1004, already over) and so exam is about making use of them...sounds easy? hmmm, well, i've been failing and i can't explain my incapability (insert dramatic sigh)

scheme, lambda is my friend, think flexible, everything is doable, there is plenty of time, don't panic, don't give up, don't care about efficiency of code, think simple operands, think simple code
the list of things that i must keep telling myself

on a lighter note, i'm getting addicted to YGOHP crossover and have taken to 'rewarding' myself after studying for a short while...emphasize on short while please...

my attention span is one of a...fly? (why fly? cause their attention span seemed short, they land on some food and fly away one second later after contaminating the food...but hey! that means they're efficient too! .......wow, i don't mind being a fly now XP)

and if you haven't realised, i am taking a break now, blehhh...considering my past record of slacking/resting/not-paying-attention, i think i did pretty well to last until now...so now then...

lambda lambda lambda (let's not let the first 25 marks fly away huh, my dear friend the lambda)

after 1231

2008-11-29T15:59:00.004+08:00

*blinks* i'm still alive
status check after 23 dec huh (ie. after release of results)

so the paper was easier than expected
...keyword! "than expected"! meaning it's still hard, only not as bad as i imagined (i imagined to be unable to do a single qn, go figure)

on passing...that's another matter altogether...

so yar, there was this qn on encoding (0=aaa, 1=aab...25=aba...) find 100, decode f-u-n, and encode 18000...100 was okay...f-u-n was not (pun intended), i spent quite alot of time doing manually cause no miracle came and enlighten me if there's a shortcut...18000, i think i took 10 min? before i realised that hey, it can't be encoded (the qn subsequently was does the system work...)

then another qn to spot the error in proving...er, i anyhow whacked, say he jump to conclusion and stuff...then next qn, prove the statement correctly and the hint was to rework the earlier proof...wao, let's just say i don't even have any idea what the previous proof was writing...

the horrors of CS1231Y, luckily i'll never see it again...now it's either a pass or fail...hopefully, they do adjustments and everyone does badly so that my marks won't be that bad on the bell-curve...

next up: CS1101S
did i mention failing both the midterm and the practical? no? well, now you know...
then again, overall i need only 4/30 to pass overall (meaning 50% overall)...apparently my problem set is of a decent grade (all the working during lecture and weekend and bugging christina and novita, it better be!)

now the dilemma is...how am i gonna finish studying MNO1001? technically i finished all the lecture slides, but i left quite a number of e-reading (which are approx 10 pages on pdf, 2 columns each page, font size = 8 maybe?), the textbook (which i don't really plan on reading)...so let's just hope for the best...i shall calculate how much i need to pass MNO on sunday (if i didn't remember wrongly, it was 7% more?)

DSC2006...er, let's hope the professor actually remembers to attach the formulas for us huh...there's already a bunch of other things that need to be memorised, so memory space is kinda short...

speaking of which, i suddenly forgot how to do income statement in qn4 after i finished it in qn1 for ACC1002 exam...best right?

...see the trend? i'm only concerned if i can pass...and i'm supposed to get CAP 4.0? best joke of the century...

i'm turning rather sarcastic, cynical and pessimistic...hmmm

exam does that to people

or actually, i think i have always been that way, so i shall not blame er-ah, innocent objects (ie. exams)

why am i blogging consecutively?

the day before

2008-11-28T22:06:00.003+08:00

let's see, i have 2 down, 4 more tests to go...

and tmr basically is judgment day...why? i have to score 50% on the test in order to pass overall...possible? i think not...

subject: CS1231Y Discrete Mathematics
topics: stuff that i will never understand and looks like greek
studying progress: attempted but still look greek, makes one lose motivation to study fast

understanding: 10% (for topics like truth table, functions, graphs/circuit)
past achievement: just passed for quiz 1 (due to true/false, tick questions), failed quiz 2 (apparently my MI is quite bad? lack of practice? maybe...or just simple "don't understand")

overall standing now: 25% (hence the need to pass the EOY to get the rest of the 25%)

resolution: i shall drop computing if i fail 1231
like hell i'm gonna retake

conclusion: 1231 is hard

i have no idea what i had copied in class for some of the tutorials, totally senseless...and guess what, my tutor (who btw is rather good as compared to the rest) actually expects us to present...possible? riiiight...so there goes at least half of my class participation...wao

so i'm decent in the earlier topics, but since they have been tested, i seriously doubt much of it will come out again...so i'm stuck with reflexitivity, symmetry and transitivity...and bipartite graph (what? you thought it was H2 graph...pssh, that's chicken compared to this)

i have no idea how the other computing students are surviving when supposedly they aren't supposed to best of the batch, if you get my meaning...

all in all - smart people get to slack and take easy subjects like business, not-so-smart people have to work hard and mug hard to do difficult subjects like (extremely cheem) maths and programming...the oxymoron, irony, paradox...

death, here i come

PS6

2008-10-31T15:17:00.004+08:00

i detest ps6 (problem set 6)

can't do, dunno what to do, confused about what to add and lastly, it doesn't work

java is getting confusing

i hate confusing stuff

why is biz mod so easy and comp mod so hard?

i just failed another comp test

i have another test next wed

i'm going to get kicked out of comp

biz mod require mugging

mugging have not start due to time required by comp mod

screw it

coding:

(define (make-annette name birthplace threshold)
(let ((mobile-obj (make-mobile-obj name birthplace threshold))) ; annette is a mobile object
(lambda (msg)
(case msg
((do) ; define an action 'do'
(lambda (self)
(let ((worktodo (filter (lambda (x) (is-a x 'ps6)) (ask self 'things)))) ; ask annette whether the things she has to do is ps6
(if (null? worktodo)
(display"PS6 done!")
(display "DO YOUR PS6 LAH!!"))))))
((lost) ; define an action 'lost'
(lambda (self)
(let ((not-lost (ask self 'know-how-to-do?)) ; ask annette if she knows how to do
(if (not-lost)
(display "Good for you (:" )
(display "Give up ba...")))))
((know-how-to-do?) ; define an action 'know how to do?'
(lambda (self)
#f)) ; always false which means always dunno
(else (get-method mobile-obj msg))))))))

(define annette (make-annette annette nus 1)) ; to create avatar annette

conclusion: annette always dunno how to do ps6 and msg return is "give up ba..."
further conclusion: this is a sign that annette has been driven mad byy ps6
further conclusion x2: her good and zai fren has said that there is hardly any syntax error
further conclusion x3: annette has grasped simple OOP
further conclusion x4: ps6 is not simple OOP

it's 2.15am

2008-10-22T02:13:00.003+08:00

and i'm awake...seriously dying though...

let's see what i had today...driving in the morn, followed by rushing to school then to my friend's place to do filming for MNO, then christina and novita came over to do robot...sound little right? wrong...

anw, driving was relatively okay...slightly nervous at first, i mean of course i'll be since i haven't driven in nearly 3 months...turned out now i signal too late =.= and i almost missed a u-turn cause i never signal early...

wahahah, something funny happened...christina's computer was transferring to the rcx (the brain) of the robot, then the groggy novita, thinking that christina wanted to edit, went to off it before it finished...

and the robot is supposed to be drawing this weird 7 point star...and somehow after much changes, it becomes a square =.= strange, it was almost correct earlier except for the last one and after mod, it became worse... feel so ding teh (sp?), not contributing much...

oh yar, the filming...this is like the third time we are meeting...crazy, wonder if other groups meet as much...and luckily, it turned out that it wasn't only our group who weren't sticking to the fairy tale requirement...wahahahah...went to amelia's place to film, then it started raining when we first wanted to film...so we had to wait for abt half to one hour for the rain to stop...then shihan resumed her NG queen role...she was supposed to burst a balloon in christian's face, then the balloon didn't burst on the first try and she keeled over and started laughing...we finished the whole thing quite late, so only had dinner at abt 8 plus? yar...mixture of leftover lunch plus pizza...then there was some greenbean sago dessert thing...blehhh, hate green bean...but <3 the sago....wahahah, but cannot separate them so ended up not eating too much of it...

i pulled out my laptop on my way to school after driving...quite a cool feeling (: but then is there wireless@sg on the train or smthg? cause there was a point where the wireless thing appeared for so long...

did my 1101s buddy tasklist quite fast, like for second to sixth qn lahh...had trouble with the first and don't understand count-change so dunno seventh...eighth looks cheem so another day ba...

this week quite free...turned out that i don't have 1101s tutorial so yay, lesser hw...then acc was much easier this week, i took like 2 hours last fri to complete it? but i didn't know how to do alot of qn...speaking of acc, wah, the lecturer aka my tutor damn @#$% last lecture he ended like 15 min early, but since he didn't send us the next handout, he didn't continue the lecture of the new topic...so this week we ended up needing to stay an extra 2 and half hour for him to finish the new lecture...meaning, 4 and half hour needed for one topic?? and i'll be seeing him for like 6 and half hour for thurs X.X crazy...then he sorta want us to participate in class and ask qn...so obviously i've been keeping quiet (can hardly pay attention at all), then last tutorial, he went around with this sheet of paper where he notates if we've been participating and 'oi' those who had never spoke...lame...then xiuyi wanted to do an extra tutorial presentation cause she wasn't too pleased with the b- we got compared to the b and b+ most other groups gotten...hell, lucky shihan wasn't interested as well...yuou was like anything...i don't want!! hahaha...then acc still got this extra proj, which my group say do after this week...why? because they haven't finish term paper...

seriously, i don't get what other pple have been doing...they take lesser modules, which have lesser workload (read: 1101s) and i doubt they work almost part-full-time nor have extra lessons (piano) outside...and they can't finish their hw, never start on term paper until like a week or two before it's due =.= or maybe i'm just lacking a social life (but hey, i've never been that social anw) haha, i was practically gloating since i completed like a month ago (need to touch up abit though) but really lah, i think i chose a wrong topic that all the journal sorta have no link to each other...

hungry hungry...doubt i can stay awake throughout tmr XP

i'm in tutorial now

2008-10-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

lalala, i'm in accounting tutorial now XP and totally not concentrating...resolved to do online acc work later, but er...

anw, wanted to change the blogskin but apparently can't find one (read: too lazy to find)

oh oh! earlier in biz law, we were talking about this case varley v whipp...then i heard as barley v wheat -.- hahahah! cause the teacher's accent is quite heavy (even if he attempted to spell it out)

and i got my cd!!! so happy! and so cool to receive cds this way...i shall buy more soon (:

pon half of acc lecture earlier to go central forum to do shopping XP then i got a converse bag, so cool...but later dunno how to bring everything home...carrying laptop, plus new bag, plus old bag, plus robot parts...hopefully nothing will smash...

oh yes, robot...scheme/programming problem set thing is building and programming a robot to draw curve...novita was very jealous of the motors we have now cause it can draw very straight line as compared to the old motors she used where they have to program the robot to draw a curve in order to make a straight line...so they stayed over last sat and we managed to do half cause we had technical installation problem during the night and couldn't continue programming...(the problem set had so many instructional errors!! lousy) so they're coming over this sat to finish it....then there is a curve that will be released a day before the contest itself (problem set due monday, contest on wed), so they'll be staying over again on tues night....wahahha...

teppanyaki buffet on sunday after the staying over! to celebrate :)
followed by bowling with the seven wonders at kallang -.-

super busy next week...first of all, in a week i only have sunday, monday afternoon and tuesday afternoon free...now, sunday going out...tuesday morning, piano replaced by driving, free afternoon taken for filming for mno project...wonder if i can finish all my hw next week lahhh....i'm dying in scheme!!!! and apparently our mno film doesn't flow cause i think we break it up too much to film >.<

hw due this week:
dsc2006 tutorial
next week hw:
mno1001 one-pager (have to read nkf case =.=)
cs1101s ps robot
cs1101s dg
cs1101s recitation
cs1231y tutorial
bsp1004 tutorial
acc1002 tutorial
dsc2006 tutorial

big sigh...and i'm attempting to learn hiragana...cause helen had copied down for me the letters, so i'm trying to like one line each day...abit hard though, like cannot rmb...

oh yar, received an email earlier saying some prof need part-time worker to do some proj for him, then can earn 2k plus...so cool! i emailed the person liao....wahahahha!

sep most likely going to berkeley, cause that's the only school with enough modules to take...

lalalalalala, KATEIKYOUSHI HITMAN REBORN!!!! i think i'm going to get the LM.C single soon, even though there's only two songs and i already have one of them...not to mention it cost about 20 bucks (cause the cover art is reborn de, so have to pay like 5 bucks more?)...now i'm just waiting for price to drop cause yen has been rising lately...

cheers!

school...

2008-10-06T13:10:00.002+08:00

school has started for like 7 to 8 weeks...totally didn't feel that long though...why? time is passing super fast when you are chionging in an attempt to finish all your homework...infinite amount of it...madness...

oh yes, i just failed a programming test...very badly, i think i got the lowest in class? hahaha, 39/100 ): super sad...and my friends did quite well, so i feel quite shi bai...(i have no idea how to do qn 1 at all...all the lambda lambda...blehh...)

so amount of homework per week is...
1. MANAGEMENT - one page of assignment (just crap, can do finish in 15 min)
2. OPERATION MANAGEMENT - one tutorial (usually dunno how to do even after staring at it for 2 hours...waste of time)
3. BUSINESS LAW - one tutorial (QED but need about 1 hour)
4. DISCRETE MATHS - one tutorial (usually dunno how to do, look super foreign, so maybe take about half hour?)
5. ACCOUNTING - one tutorial (but plenty of qn...i took about 10 hours once...the latest one was quite short, so about 4 hours?)
6. PROGRAMMING - discussion group/tutorial (also quite foreign sometimes, so about one hour plus? cause dunno how to do)
7. PROGRAMMING - recitation/extra tutorial (usually no time to do and dunno how to do, so max about half hour spent...)
8. PROGRAMMING - problem sets/extra homework (always v difficult and is counted towards grades! so usually attempt to spend time on it, but always no time...so will do during some other random lecture...haha! maybe spend about 8 hours on it? but i always need help from other pple >.<)

...why do i always have no time to finish all of it? do i spend too much time on fanfiction.net? big sigh...i don't even have much time to do other things...

on a lighter note, i'm totally addicted to hitman reborn! gyahh!! damn nice anime after you survived past the first 20 plus episodes...then it gets super exciting...and i broke my resolve and read bleach online...blehhh...tsubasa is getting more convulated and messy and everything...naruto is having too many plot twists...chuangyi is taking too long to come up with vampire knight but i resolved not to read it online >.< i wanna read hitman reborn!

oh yea, i'm writing this during lecture cause i'm super bored...

doubtful anyone is reading cause eh, i haven't update in a year? it's DEAD...

i got facebook...eh, er, correction, my fren created an account for me...(another fren insisted that i write he's cute here, but then i like to emphasize the word NOT)

i need sleeeeep, stayed over at another fren's place the other day to play overnight mahjong...madness, i really didn't sleep after i finished one round (can't sleep!)...then i went to school on a SUNDAY to do project (some filming), afterwhich i went home and sleep for awhile before i had to do accounting work...

dying dying! programming needs a lot of time and effort, time which i don't have! there was a survey on the midterm test thing, then there was this qn which ask how much time we spend on this module per week...i put 11-12 hours, but i think the more accurate one should be less than 10 hours...argh...i need my sat work really taking up too much of my time...grrr (my frens spent the whole of sat doing and finishing programming...see, sat time is impt!)

but i'm planning to go SEP (overseas exchange prog) so need to save money...damn poor and been spending alot lately (i lost alot in mahjong that day...)

waiting for my CD! recently just purchased CD online, so cool! but then totally don't have the feeling of buying anything at all, abit scary...just click click click and then thank you for shopping with us! can't wait can't wait...then i didn't realise that one of the CD was a pre-order de, so have to wait even longer...but it was just shipped out recently so should be getting it soon? (i want hitman reborn - khr - ost! but super exp >.<)

friends coming over next sat to do some robot project...another weekend night without sleep....zzzzzzzzzzz...

i want my fanfiction! the writers haven't update...so depressing...and i'm in awe at those that can update a few times a week with about 10 pages worth of content...zai lor...

i'm going to go change my blog skin NOW...hopefully...

ja na!

hell yeah ~~

2008-04-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

happy happy happy! finally finished NORMAL!!! wahhhh, so cool *-* so maybe i'll start its sequel? (wanted to call it FOREVER, then i realised someone else alrdy have a fic under that name...so maybe ETERNITY? hah, oh wells) haha, that'll be after the other stories get updated first...rocking! and there were quite a number of reviews alrdy! usually like after first day post, will have like 5 reviews? then i posted ytd evening and overnight, there were like 16 reviews! rocking!

hmmm, next monday would be my last day at work! finally! can't wait lor, seriously. the job is slack until sian...oh yar, and i was trying to help someone check in for their flight tmr, then keep on cannot, they say the flight not ticketed yet when the tix are in our hands =.= so have to call the agency who have to call sq but they havent got back to us yet...sigh...and apparently that time tried to check in failed (cause put the flight number wrongly) that fellow alrdy complained to our boss (that fellow happened to be the what rgm de lahhh), so hopefully later can lorhh....

oh yar, ytd this person came to change marker then chng le hor, still come back and sorta complain to me like why the marker so light (when its black somemore), then i was like er, orh...hello! what you expect me to do? complain to the supplier?! wow lah...OH! and this morn, this person came to chng uniform...cause comp policy is have to give recycled one to them when they want to exchange mah, then i gave this that look super clean and new then the person went, "this is new or old?", "got wash or not arh? if not later wear get some disease how?" i was alrdy =.= i mean you can get disease like that de meh??!! then he walk off, 1 min later walk back say "got smell leh, how you expect me to wear?", "then see, here like that" and the here like that is only some small specks of lint... =.= but i told the person don't have new one lor, then he not so happy de walk off and still say don't want make trouble for me...RIGHT...cheh...

saturday was teaching piano...then got this parent with two daughters who are learning under me...last time alrdy got prob with this parent liao (fighting over STARS stickers cause she went like why you nvr give my daughter star... =.= ), then her second daughter quite obviously didn't have a strong interest in piano...she played the song twice (not perfectly also...so bumpy) then i asked to play one more smoothly, she totally dao me and just sat there not moving for the whole lesson...i asked nicely, cannot, plead, cannot, scold, cannot, scream also cannot! wah, super peg chek...then i talk to her mother and you know what she say "my daughter is perfect, is everyone else that are not; i want to build her confidence in smthg, so i want her to contd learning" seriously, if you want to build her confidence, shouldn't you find an area she's good in instead of forcing her to be good in smthg? and er, the perfect part i went -.^ so she's like implying that i suck lah...hello, go find another teacher lah, you think i enjoy teaching her? then somemore she say what "i'm paying the school fees" smthg along those lines de...eh, you two months haven't paid alrdy okay and you think you pay sch fees v liao bu qi meh, i need to put up with her tantrum and your attitude? you're obviously spoiling her! cheh...tian...i mean okay, so maybe the teacher have to put up with the student to a certain extent but there should be a limit right? then the mother also keep saying "last time another teacher also got this prob, then told me, so i say be patient, then later they got learn songs and everything" wah, i alrdy was like then you go find that other teacher lah...i mean they just want their lesson to be at that particular time and that teacher was also teaching at that time what (the mother gestured towards the teacher, btw) so anw, its not me that is having probs with her daughter lor....arghhh....the mother needs to find smthg the daughter likes, not to force smthg on her like that lor....

wah, just now someone called, then she asked for the address of my company...i say woodlands loop super clearly, she heard (smthg like) wooljam street? then techno become tack leong... =.= i have to say so slowly and enounciate so clearly...

crappy week so far...and some pple forgot my bdae, even when i msged her on that day to tell her abt smthg else, she also nvr say anything (even now, still...) ...i wonder she even realised it is my bdae or not...then again, pple like SU (dear SU!!) borrowed a phone just to wish me...er, actually i dunno if its for the specific reason of wishing me but still...haha...

coming back to ff.net! SU! my dear beta, you haven't finish? ): haha...and choots become my EWFSSC-semibeta (English-Word-Form-Sentence-Structure-Consultant) cause we're both online and i was typing NORMAL and there were quite a lot of strange things that i don't know how to phrase...so hahah, thanks CHOOTS!! and she wrote a 500+ words 'review-thing' for one of my story (okay lah, i sorta forced/psychoed her to write x3 ) ^-^ i need to get ARM:H up soon, procastinate for so long...hmmm...actually it alrdy reached the word target i set myself but it seemed strange if i just post the chap like this so it'll become much longer...oh yar! the last chap of NORMAL was super long...like double the usual length...and the part i like best was the AN part...HAHA, i know, super =.= right...but then its all lumped tgt and looks super nice...haha! and there was this reviewer who quoted two lines she liked from the fic/chap! ^-^ ("my my, its cold," what gin said to rukia after she used first dance on him) ("Damnit King, its raining a river 'ere" what hichi said to ichi) ^-^ but hah, i think the ending was appreciated by er, most...some pple want me to contd the story and not leave it hanging but then...it'll ruin the MOOD! haha! so maybe there'll be a sequel??? (:

i should go call the agency liao

cheers pple

yawns

2008-02-29T15:52:00.002+08:00

arghhh

i'm so bored!!!

and i'm in a dilemma!! okay, it's abt my fic and ff.net, but seeing that most do not have an idea what i'm talking abt or not interested - pls skip this para...i'm going to RANT! haha! so my newest fic "Normal", i have no idea how i should end it! i mean i have two scenarios but i dunno which to choose...so okay, if Normal is part 1, then the full story have 4 parts....unfortunately, i don't think i will ever write part 2 and now i'm debating whether the story should go part 3 or part 4...if i do part 3, i may not have the stamina to do part 4! part 3 also have two scenarios but same ending, part 4 is undecided yet...general story line is there but the details and the ending....and if i write part 3, part 4 will be seriously affected! okay, not so seriously since plot line is the same but the char and interaction will change...so i choose part 3, Normal will end relatively happy...if choose part 4, it'll end sad...but then part 3 is so drama and part 4 is so sappy...okay okay, Normal is alrdy sappy enough...so...how??? i was telling jh the other day, inclusive of plotline and everything, but! it took so long just to talk generally and we haven't even finish part 3 lah! damn...so now i'm really in a DILEMMA!! advice anyone?? and since no one else reads it, i can't ask for a third opinion, just great! unless i go ask my readers, but that's like =.= lahhhh....big sigh!

my StarCamp EDs is here!! but its still with jh...now must wait until sunday for her to pass to me...can't wait! it better be good lorr...of all her albums, i think there was only one and a half which i didn't like, this better goes under the like part (i like abt 3 of her albums? or more, can't rmb...) haha!

nthg to say le, i shall go write more of my fic...haha...

i'm seriously slacking lahhhh

sian

my tian

2008-01-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

bloody hell

went for lunch earlier...and i even got back early cause somehow i ate my lunch pretty fast...then guess what happen?

took the lift up to 4th floor (my work place is at 7th), then suddenly fire alarm rang...best...the lift like shut down and slowly descend back to 1st floor...(btw, lucky it slowly descend and not crash back down lah), damn scary can! then have to wait a while for them to off the alarm and reset the lift...

wow lah

other than that...fine lah...the work is abit boring...cause there ain't much to do...er...if anything, i'm quite free...haha...i'm reading ff.net during work hours lah!

BLOODY HELL

this surveyor just wasted 20 min of my time...

asking abt courier services the company used...then i keep saying i temp, want to refer her to hr after they come back for lunch...but no! she insist they are general qn and wants me to answer...asking all the bloody qn which i have no idea what to answer so i just anyhow gave a reply! damn it! bloody shit lah...so tempted to just hang up on her...but she got the company name and hanging up on her wait make them talk bad abt the company then later will become my fault!! shit her lah!

X-X

2008-01-23T10:30:00.000+08:00

damn sian and bored now lah...

got a new job as a receptionist...supposed to be like learning from the old recept for abt 2 weeks...but she suddenly gave birth, so i'm on my own on the second week...best...

after the messy first day, where everyone are rushing around to find all the things (cause no one really sure where all the files and docs the old recept placed) and then doing some of the backlog of stuff (cause she never collate some things that were accumulating since oct last yr or smthg), everything slows down...now i have nthg to do...sigh...and she say its hard to find a slacky day...but then maybe cause that messy first day all the other hr pple put their job on hold and help me sort out all the things that require attn...haha...

been eating lunch alone too...cause no one else have lunch at 11.30...unless you count the cleaning auntie who i can't comm with since she only speaks malay...sigh...cause they want the recept area to always have pple, so i have to have early lunch...but then later my break is like 2 hours cause when no one is around, i kinda free...haha!

answered a lot of calls...mostly just redirecting them to other pple...wah, some of them the accent is like...@.@

actually the list of things recept need to do is like so long...but i finished it all le lah...the accounts pple even say i pass them the things too fast, don't need me to rush and clear everything so soon...exactly opposite of what hr say...hr want me clear the pile every 3 days...accounts say they only clear max twice a month...wow lah...

oh oh! i posted a GrimmIchi fic! was planning it to be a one-shot, cause it sounded damn short in my head...it ended up more than 10 pages on Words so far...so its multi-chap again! haha...response is not bad leh...3 reviews within 2 hours of posting...haha...so heartening...think this community is really active now...haha!

very scary, every time do my own things here have to worry about getting caught...sheesh...

have piano lesson later and i haven't do my hw yet...great...cause i'm now concentrating on theory only...so i also never do practical...argh...dunno if during lunch break later got time to do or not...haha...

ja!

Song...

2008-01-04T15:13:00.000+08:00

been obsessed with songs by mizuki nana lately...so went to search for a video on the song Heart-Shaped Chant...yes, despite the name, its really good...email me if you want the song! haha...eh, there's a way to put some music player on blogs de right...er...wait for me to find the way ba...

so i chanced upon a video made by someone else on the song Pray by her...it contains lyrics to go with it...so that you can hear and read at the same time...i liked the song even before that, now i'm totally into it...the lyrics are really...touching, i guess...

here's the link to that video...may not be that good of a quality but you get to listen to the song and read the lyrics as well...so...
http://www.veoh.com/videos/v1230190KFZQcWWC?searchId=8699826907656799453&rank=34

Pray by Mizuki Nana

Ima wa mae dake mireba ii…
Shinjiru koto wo shinjireba ii
Ai mo zetsubou mo hane ni nari fushi naru tsubasa he to
Yomigaere boku no kodou
(It’ll be all right to look at only what’s in front of you now…
It’ll be all right to believe in those you believe in…
Love and despair will turn into feathers, and become immortal wings
They will revive my pulse)

Kurayami no tsuki mo hoshi mo kodoku wo nageku Holy tears
Juujika wo tsumugi egakou tomo ni kagayaki tsukiru made
(The moon and stars of darkness are lamenting solitude with their holy tears
Spinning and illustrating a cross, until both of their radiance fades)

Hakai no SERENAADE gareki no OPERA demo
Kimi ga utaeba akatsuki no hate ni mata habatakeru hazu
(The serenade of destruction, even at an opera in ruins
If you were to sing it, you should be able to flap your wings again at the end of dawn)

Boku wa ima demo yowai mama de hikari no ken wo nukenaideita
Zankoku na ima wo nigenaide rin to ikiru tame ni
Itsushika namida wa asu wo tomosu kiseki no taiyou ni
Mou yukou mamoru mono ga aru kara…
(Even though weak as I am now, you didn’t draw your sword of light
Don’t escape from your cruel fate, it’s for the sake of living with dignity
Before I knew it, my tears light up tomorrow, towards the sun of miracles
I have already gone, because there is something I can protect)

Honno sukoshi de ii kimi ga warattekurereba
Tasogare no kishi to natte boku no subete wo sasageyou
(Even just a little is enough, if you smile for me
I will become a knight of twilight, and devote my everything to you)

Na mo naki RAPUSODI kokoro ni saku yuuki
Kimi ga negaeba ginga no kanata he mugen ni toberu hazu
(A nameless rhapsody, courage blooming in my heart
If you desire, you should be able to fly infinitely towards the other side of the galaxy)

Boku wa chikara wa iranai yo tatta hitori wo sukueru nara
Hyaku nen no toki wo RUUPU shitemo kimi wo mukae ni yuku
Nando taoretemo sora wo mireba kotae ga aru hazu
Yoake no nai sekai nante nai kara…
(I don’t need strength, if it is to save only one person
Even if you were to loop the time of a hundred years, I would go receive you
No matter how many times I collapse, if I see the sky, the answers should be there
Because there is no such thing as a world without dawn)

Kimi ni chikai wo boku wa yume wo inochi no kagiri ai no kagiri
Furueru koe ni kuchidzuke wo
Soshite…Soshite kagirinai mirai he… AH…
(My vows to you, my dreams, the limits of life, the limits of love
A kiss by a trembling voice
And… And going towards a future without limits… AH…)

Boku wa itsudemo soba ni iru donna toki demo soba ni iru yo
Kono yo no subete ga teki datte kimi dake no tate ni naru
Itsushika namida wa asu wo tomosu kiseki no taiyou ni
Mou yukou mamoru mono ga aru nara…
(I will always be by your side, I will stay by you whenever it may be
Even if everything in this world is your enemy, I will be a shield to only you
Before I knew it, my tears light up tomorrow, towards the sun of miracles
I have already gone, because there is something I can protect)

:)

Working!

2007-12-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

so i finally got a job...at pizza hut...haha! and the pay is damn damn damn damn LOW! but then i think i'm only working for a short while there lah, for fun de...haha...

first day was sunday...learn to clear and set tables, serve, take orders and key in orders...one of the guy there was like ''i took two weeks before i learn to take orders and you all first day learning that alrdy?! so unfair!'' HAHA...but quite scary, scared that will spill soup over the customer...and i messed up abit! missed a few pple de salad order (cause its on the same receipt as the soup de and i'm supposed to pass it to the kitchen after i finished but i didn't know!!), hai...almost dropped the empty soup bowl on the customer and had prob balancing the serving tray when unloading the 7 cups of water...argh...

so ytd, was the second day...and i was doing CSR...i have no idea what it stands for and apparently no one else knows either (i didn't ask the assi. manager...she's a little scary at first), but anyway, its the one standing at the 'please wait to be seated' there de, to lead the pple in (different colour apron! haha, red de, instead of black), then it was like super busy lah! even the manager say its the busiest night of the whole year and i got to do CSR on my second day...hai! even got waiting list you know, like up to ten pple!! and i had to PHONE call them, wow...(and just for info, i detest calling pple okay), then after closing hours must still help to clear up, 11 plus then go home...then was super hungry, super super super hungry! and we only got like one slice of pizza to take home to eat...hai...but i think i was better off than jh they all liao...they doing serving and clearing, should be more tiring...so i got off easy, i guess...haha!

the manager quite funny...cause opposite some food cafe or whatever, the pple there (think is in the kitchen) broke smthg, then he (coming back from toilet) say to me ''tell them to break slowly okay''...i went ''...'', is that supposed to be some joke or smthg???? hai...and the assi manager on duty ytd was quite fierce de (at first), when we reported she went ''okay, you do this this and this, okay, let's go do our work now,'' (in a very fierce manner lah) and she went toilet TWICE!! ( i went zero okay)...and i supposed she was trying to be friendly cause she said (when she went the first time), ''i just hope the queue isn't long''...she went like 5 min plus i think...the other assi manager we met on the first day was much more friendlier i guess...if the first day was this assi manager (the fierce one), maybe we won't learn how to do so many things ba...

hopefully later won't be super busy...but it's christmas, so the chances are low...

oh yar, MERRY CHRISTMAS!! haha, i forgot...(and happy bdae su!!)

hai, the first day i came back from work, the first thing my mum said (almost the first thing lah) was to call me to quit...that's like damn encouraging, isn't it???? big sigh...so i'm prob working until jh goes to do her promoter job or until i start work at teaching piano, see which one comes first lor...hai...

i'm on late night shift the whole week! 6 to 10...the shift writes, but dunno why we're sorta asked to stay until 11...unless the shift timing write wrongly or the last hour is OT...please let it be OT (OT pay is 1.5 times normal de...and did i mention that normal pay is damn damn damn damn LOW?)

oh wells, ja!

17 December 2007 . Monday

2007-12-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

hah! i finally updated chap 14 of ARM:H liao! su! when you going to help me beta?? everytime try to see you online or not, then always never see you de...

anyway, i know i know! my entries are REALLY long, hey, that's like unique characteristic of my blog, haha! right... >.<

i'm still jobless, sobs...but i really feel like slacking lah...sian...

oh yar, btw, ten didn't leave that day, he left another day and did msg us...tho he msg like 1 plus at night and say he leaving at 8 plus, and i woke at like 9 plus, cannot even respond to the msg..grr...oh wells...

wilson is disturbing me to teach him piano...and he wants the fast way...haha...i'm so gonna make him memorise all the necessary and basic things to know! since he wants the fast and easy way aka to read notes but to learn it fast...right...

signing the contract for teaching this friday...haha...actually i forgot what time i was supposed to be there...think my memory getting short...the person called and told me, then i wasn't (i think) paying full attention...i vaguely remembered 11...but not sure...haha! and i never even catch what's the person's name...i supposed i'll just ask for the supervisor's name then...XD

great, now i have to go update SR...i think i like going round-robin or smthg lah, finish updating one fic then have to update the next...blehhh...

and the new one receive so little attention aka readers...oh wells...

ja XD

First Piano Teaching

2007-12-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

well, today was the first unofficial piano teaching...haha...cause jh and helen wants to learn...

so they were here at about 11, then we went to jog first! haha, yes under the HOT sun...but i didn't lose a lot of weight because of that either...then after lunch, we started the lesson...

helen was first and since she had already learned from me a while back during the crazy jogging days, it was relatively okay...she was very excited at learning and i only need to remind her abit here and there..

jh, cause first time learning, so i must teach the basics first mah...then i feel very condescending like that leh, cause usually pple learn is when they were young and so use simple and easy to explain words...but i also use the simple and easy to explain words on her, and i feel bad...but i dunno how to explain in chim and difficult words leh, how??? anyway, it was a little difficult, as in i see her play, can see that she put in alot of effort and i beside her, very xin jin dan zhan...scared she dunno how to play, don't understand or that i'm talking nonsense to her...haha...anyway, call her to take note of some points and to draw the piano keyboard onto a piece of paper (cause she don't have keyboard at home and i need her to familiarise herself with the keys)

btw, earlier i asked both of them they got keyboard or not...helen has...jh thought i was talking about the computer keyboard...then after a while then realised its not! haha...anyway...

looks like its going to rain heavily lah, and earlier it was so hot somemore!

oh yar, darrel went back to msia today, msg us to tell us...unlike that ten! ytd went back but without any sound at all de!!! cheh, never even msg us to say goodbye or smthg...blehh...

oh, and my new fic, i told jh not to read, but she still go and read leh!!! irritating XD...anyway, only 38 pple had read it so far (i posted it at about 6 smthg ytd?) haha! quite little...dunno is cause the fandom very little pple there le or is cause the story doesn't look nice :(

oh yar, and wilson, if you reading this, please do not go spam review that story okay...leave it alone...thank you...

well then, this post is considered quite short ba, i guess...haha...

ja :)

Dinner and Dance!

2007-12-12T10:54:00.000+08:00

yup, ytd was D&D!

helen came over at about 11 plus...then after lunch we look thru magazines to find hairstyles to do...i did helen's de lah, of course...haha...but it look so fragile (tho she said its not)...then she did mine...haha...she make until damn nice lah, i feel zi bei, like i kinda spoilt her hairstyle...XD

then mag and asha came over at about 4 plus also...mag got my block wrong, thought is the opp one or smthg...haha...i almost spoilt asha's makeup (since they had alrdy done theirs beforehand) cause she said her makeup disappear like, want to bu zhuang...so got me to put foundation on her, then she convince me that the colour should be okay...so i put one dot, and it isn't! so much diff from her skin colour! wah, then down there ping ming rub, hoping to spread the thing...luckily we tried it under her fringe, so it was also successfully covered under there...phew...

then we zi pai a bit in my room first before going off...and after D&D, my father fetched, did we realised that we were cheated by the taxi uncle! instead of going onto the expressway at the yck area, he went thru old thomson road lah! thru all the hdb blocks (according to asha, i wasn't exactly paying attention) and i dunno he got into the expressway thru which entrance lah...but we paid like $20.50 ($2 cause its peak)...btw, our D&D was at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, which the driver surprisingly know the location...

hai...then we reach there and register lor...then realised (cause earlier helen say my makeup very pink and asha and mag said it was a little) that under their lighting, my makeup was just right! haha, rocks...asha say hers, by the time the dinner start, her makeup was all gone alrdy...haha...helen keep asking is she very white (cause earlier in my room, i commented that she looked quite white...then later she also keep asking...haha...)

dinner...eight course i think...the cold dish - sushi, some ngoh hiang i think, baby octopus with pasta, some mushroom with dunno-is-that-meat-or-not thing and some other thing that i don't know what it is...followed by shark-fin soup, which was mainly mushroom and and some other junk...haha...then we got some chicken (which was better than the bai zhan ji in sec 4, btw) which was supposedly in red wine but we didn't taste any alcohol or wine taste at all...then prawn supposedly in herbs but no herbs taste, and the prawn wasn't peeled!! how the heck you expect us to eat lah!! then the waiter say the-thing-that-look-like-is-for-us-to-wash-hands-de is a sauce, dunno to believe or not...eh, i can't rmb the fish or the veg was first...but anyway, the fish was normal, but after the person cut and make it look very blehh, he just left it there for us to take ourselves, we were all like what the hell?! the veg was nice! the sauce, then mushroom and there were some thing that i think is supposed to be abalone, asha say its the vegetarian kind...haha...then its ee mian!! super nice! not dry and not too wet, then the taste also just right, yum...desert was yam with some sago thing de, then cause its the pagent finals and i wasn't exactly paying attention to eating, the person took the thing away before i could finish! and without asking me whether i still want or not!

the prom queen was quite expected, cause its some high profile plus pretty de person, so yar...the king...ehhh...nvm...they did the catwalk thing, then the queen with her partner walked then they stop to do their pose mah, then the partner twirl her like twice or trice then they do the dip (the one where the guy bent forward and girl bent backward and the guy support the girl thing), we were all impressed lah, it looked so smooth and natural! haha...then the next two 'couple', i can't really rmb which was the one that acted cute...all of us were stunned lah....then darrel and his partner's turn (our table had a hand in sabotaging him by voting for him, haha!), darrel took damn long to take off his jacket and to arrange it so that he can catwalk down, diao...his partner, prob because wearing full length dress, wasn't walking as smoothly lah...then they posed and darrel almost fall over cause they were supposed to be leaning onto each other, prob missed the girl's back by a little...haha...then the last 'couple', the girl was our ps pres wor...then they posed, and the guy threw his jacket (at his fren taking their pic) before twirling her into his arms, like her back to his front and his arms around her with her arms with his and they were like hugging super close! (no, they aren't an actual couple, but yeah)...looked smooth lah, but like abit violent and too swift? that couple gang hao got the ms and mr classic...haha...but all the finalists like didn't eat the dinner leh, cause they were outside the door and wasn't at the table most of the time...

all of us were busy taking pictures during the course of the dinner lah...all the food were served and very little pple were actually sitting down to eat...haha...farid looked like some businessman, then he went, ''er so you all want to buy some insurance?'' haha! damn funny...but at least the guys in our class all dressed decently well, some of the other class de arh, never even wear a shirt, wow lah...

the emcee when giving the queen and king the prize (okay, its the teacher who gave) told the king (cause his crown dropped out mah) to ''please put on his tiara''...then the other emcee went ''crown''...haha, all of us laughed lah...

the dance part, the prom king and queen supposedly was to start the thing off...then the slow dance, only they were dancing lah, then seemed so awkward...later, the more hip hop part, then other pple went, but mostly just went to take pics only lor...got this guy opened an umbrella cause the song was about what, being your umbrella or smthg de...so he very zai, and lame and opened his...

meet ys, wil, kh and jh at the waiting area after the thing ended and we took a few pics...ys looked like he really did attend the thing lor...dressed up...haha...then after a while, we went home lor...mag, asha, helen and me took my father's car, the four of us squeezed into the back seat...haha...

so yar, pretty fun lah, i guess :)

ja! (and go take a look at the photos!)

10 December 2007 . Monday

2007-12-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

wah, i didn't know that there were still pple who actually came to see my dead-for-a-year blog...haha...and even managed to finish the super long entry...haha...

guess what, i really did wore the pumps that day when we went T3 and i ended up using 13 plasters...13!!! that's like some record lah...the back of my ankle still isn't fully healed yet...blehh...and it had hurt for a day or two after i wore it...(the plaster almost stuck to the healing wound lah...ewww...)

anyway, tmr is d&d and helen is coming over at ten...wow lah, super early...haha...i give up trying to do anything to my hair, only makes me look like some person from the 60s whenever i tried something on it...sigh...and i have no bag to carry my things, have to leech on helen...haha...oops...XD

wish me luck that i wouldn't fall on my first-attempt-after-two-years in wearing heels...yep, pray that i don't fall and embarass myself...sigh...

i want to change my blogskin...should go source for one...haha...btw, anyone has any idea the address of the host for the tagboard thing? cause i'm pretty sure i've deleted the one on mine...haha...

oh and i'm adding a new link to all the photos i've recently taken...i managed to spam and taken over 100 photos on the trip to T3! wow lah...me and helen keep lagging behind to take photos, making the others wait for us (partly also because i could hardly walk with the pumps killing me) haha...

yay, finally updated the oneshot i was procrastinating for so long! thinking of really starting a new fic...hmmm...haha...zai shuo ba...

si linus called again today...at first is offer a job at commonwealth, five day work week plus alt sat...then he gave me so much details before telling me have to work alt sat and i specifically told him earlier i can only work five day work week! irritating...later, another job at jurong, five day de this time...pay is 6.5/hr...which is okay, i guess...haha...so he helped me send in the application and i'll just wait lor...

btw, i got the job for teaching piano at cristofori liao...sorta lah, haven't sign contract yet but they told me the branch supervisor will call me soon! haha...but that will only start in jan, so my weekends are still free...after starting, then prob be working 9am to 9pm cause i told the person i was free the whole day! haha...but the amount earned is only like 43% of what the student is paying? but haha, heck lah....

hmmm...that's all for now! ja!

6 December 2007 . Thursday

2007-12-06T07:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! it's been nearly a year since i've updated! and guess what?? i updated cause i was rather bored! haha..

currently at helen's (cca-mate cum classmate) place and its 7.48 am now! was having some cca-clique outing sorta thing lah...went to city hall and walk until...blehh...i ate ramen! again!

haha...everyone is asleep now, think i'm the only one awake! so shen, for the FIRST time i stayed up the entire night and i've still got quite alot of jin shen...though later going T3 with my clique in class..haha..later will be super tired ba...

hmmm...just to update anyone who still bothers to read here and isn't from 0306, my clique is called the Seven Wonders (DO NOT ASK), made of three guys (the Three Brothers from cat high) and four girls (the Four Sisters) but whatever...so yar, later going T3 with the bunch of them...

hmmm...this blog is so abandoned...i wonder what's even the address to my tagboard...and username and password..i've even had to create a gmail account just to be able to access here!!
oh yar! played mahjong just now, finished the four winds! haha, first time also..though in the end all of us quite sian..i'm somewhat numb though...haha...

going for some personality test this fri (aka tmr) to see if i'm suited for this job...it's in the company my 'agent' is working in...haha..i didn't even ask the pay! hah, but should be like 6/hr right????

been slacking lately and put on some weight, bet i'll look lumpy in my d&d dress/gown ('prom' is called dinner and dance..) and i kinda abit regret getting that dress/gown...cause its super body-hugging and i dunno...my mum keep suaning it...a little depressing...

fri night going over claire's place to discuss our trip to hong kong...convincing my parents to let me go, and they say they'll consider! a change from the prev stand of NO, which is good! haha...
i have no idea what to wear for later, i'm running out of clothes, see how much i go out these days!!

been writing fanfiction for the past year (its is fiction which fans write about their fave whatever)...was extremely motivated during a levels you know! keep writing...now i kinda lost the motivation...i've been procrastinating on a one-shot due last week (well, sorta due...haha..)
can't believe 'A's is over lah, feel quite fast..i wanna redo my gp p1, chose the wrong qn seriously...blehhh...and i don't want take phy, should have taken bio...haha...

and now everyone is looking for a job...also feel a little depressed cause everyone is working..er, almost everyone...but you get the point...

seriously, if anybody even bothers coming here to read this AND read until this point, i'm congratulating you! cause i'm rambling...i'm bored...its 8.02 and i'm only leaving here at 9.30...haha...don't think anybody is going to wake soon (except for minjun who has woken sometime ago - she fell asleep during our game of bridge which i was amazingly playing...i'm still quite lost with bridge...and i think she very zai to fall asleep so fast and in such a painful position)
i'm going to keep rambling! cause i've got nothing else better to do and rambling (in typing) is smthg i'm amazingly good at! haha...during As i was thinking of starting a new fic, you know...mostly was planned out too, but now...er, let me update the rest first before i'll consider that...haha...
i feel that my creation of my gmail account is fei...hai...oh yar, tsubasa 17 is out! according to junhui and i haven't got it yet! cause ytd night return to helen's place like 10 smthg...northpoint close alrdy so i wasn't able to get it...haha...

wah, dunno how i'll have the energy to drag myself to go T3 later...and i was actually planning to wear heels, you know, to practice for d&d so that i won't trip and embarass myself that day...think i'll have the stamina??? i don't think so! guess i'll just stick to jeans...maybe wear my new pumps! haha...first i want to go home and bathe and coughshitcough...yar...i dunno what to wear lah! so frustrating! and i'm almost broke too! my ashtray (the place where i keep my allowance - DON'T ASK) is almost empty too! HOW?! SOLN: I NEED A JOB! that pays decently well...haha...

for those who have reached this point, i'll congratulate you again! haha...should i stop rambling? but i've got nothing else to do! and since no one reads this i can safely ramble right??? haha, yes!
d&d is next tues...but frankly, i'm not really looking forward to it...i mean, i already feel the heart pain of spending so much just to attend the thing where you go there just to stuff yourself...sigh, big sigh...hai...

crap, i dunno what else to type le...haha...maybe i'll update soon? haha, see first ba...see how bored i am...seriously, this blog is like for me to kill my boredom...should work on that one-shot that was due long long ago...as well as on the latest few chaps...haha...

oh yar, i changed purse/wallet, whatever you call it...got it from msia, but won't say its cheap, its normal that kind of price but i think its very nice! haha, of course i'll say that, been searching for like a year plus and i've finally found it! haha...

want a psp plus notebook!

haha, ja!

15 December 2006 . Friday

2006-12-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

its finally the end of this attachment liao!!

haha...chiong poster...find it quite chou...ytd my partner did that one look even nicer can??? tian...

ytd went west coast to 'racki' the place...(pon attachment, yar) then ended up with very minor sunburn...haha...only stood in the sun for 2 or 3 hours only lah...but my skin too sensitive? oh wells...

anyway, won't be blogging for dunno how long

so until next time...haha...

ja :)

13 December 2006 . Wednesday

2006-12-13T09:02:00.000+08:00

hah, almost miss the mrt stop today...cause the train stuck at jurong east super long, then i already cannot stay awake...by the time reach clementi, then i suddenly shock (cause about the fall asleep again, think i gave those beside me a shock also, eyes suddenly open and standing much straighter...haha...) then have to squeeze out lah...though i think the train also just reach only...

ahhh...then i saw that super CUTE guy again!! today is the fourth time liao...ytd saw once, last week and week before once also!! aj hai you yao jiu...haha...so CUTE and COOL!!! ^.^

haha...today is the presentation at HQ, trying to do all the stupid reflection and feedback form...argh...quite difficult to do lor...some qn abit mo ming qi miao...

damaged my camera ytd...was taking picture, then pass it to my partner to take, but never pass properly...in the end, ended up kinda flinging it onto the crack between the two table and dropping onto the floor...oh wells, still can on lah, but cannot take picture, cause the top part loose, and i think something broke inside...have to bring to repair centre soon liao...hopefully HOPEFULLY the repair won't be super exp, if not i'll be super sad lah...hai...

i shall go back and rack my brains to answer these stupid questions...haha...

ja

12 December 2006 . Tuesday

2006-12-12T08:55:00.000+08:00

so apparently, i think lah, that this ppt is even harder to do than op...why? cause first of all, the info have to ownself find and type, cannot rely on wr...then secondly, have to understand everything you are typing and what you are going to say...thirdly, op is based on what you have thought up and mainly common sense, this is based on what pple's theory is and blah...those chim chim stuff...

in short, it sucks...

i kinda finish le lah, ytd...but i feel more like i'm smoking through can...tian...but then like that tmr can pon half a day cause got the presentation...haha...

thurs may have some SL stuff...the briefing and rackying (?) of the place...so maybe if they confirm it to be on thurs, i might pon lor...haha...

but then still need to do the poster for this project...maybe friday would be enough?

oh wells, ja...

11 December 2006 . Monday

2006-12-11T08:53:00.000+08:00

yay, as su said, only FIVE more days left...haha...i lasted so long!!

this wed got the presentation lah...have to present what we have learned during this attachment...its OP all over again!! tian...haha...i sure get nervous when presenting de lor...always de...then will mess up...AGAIN...and probably be just reading from the slide...and i need to do more background reading and this time, REMEMBER what i read...or attempt to lah...hopefully no Q & A session...if not, will die de lor...

and also got a whole bunch of forms to fill in...what rubbish reflection form, feedback form...blah...shall use the printer here to print out everything...HAHA...

so technically, we finished what we are supposed to do liao...so this week is slack? eh...but still have to work on the poster which display what we have learn during the attachment (again)...the person in charge actually say we can just print our ppt slides out lah...the ppt we use for the presentation...but come on lah!! so chou!! aiya...but the content will be about the same de lor...so is just rearrrange the info...add more pics maybe?? and use their printer to PRINT!! waste their ink!! HAHA...

i'm going mad lah...can't wait for this thing to end...and once it end, i must chiong my homework liao lah...already three-quarters of the hols is gone and i haven't started my homework yet (i only did ONE qn on chem and i need to do finish chem in time for the peer tutoring session, which i can't rmb is when...haha...) but then found out from my class pple ytd that MOST haven't even started on their homework...and they are supposedly more free than me...

GP need to read some rubbish book...next day must go woodlands library find...anybody interested to pei wo??? haha...gp project also die lah...dunno when to meet...got two members like heck care de...hai....

haha...ja...

8 December 2006 . Friday

2006-12-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

heh, i did come ytd okay...just too busy with work (and with fanfiction.net) to update...haha...

ytd 'OT' for about half an hour...haha...the supervisor down there touching up on our board (which is falling apart...), haven't finish yet, today continuing to touch up...haha...the other group wed OT until 9.30 lah...wah seh...

oh wells, its FRIDAY!!! haha...can't wait for the day to end...

MAHJONG this sunday with 03 pple...haha...MAHJONG!!

rocks

6 December 2006 . Wednesday

2006-12-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

haha...was sick ytd...and actually monday also...went back half a day...haha...hate being sick...

hmmm...today, so far is boring (isn't everyday boring?!) oh wells...but got solder things today, so more fun ba...haha...like a bit more cheerful today, not so hateful towards this attachment...but, there's still a little...haha...

oh wells, ja :)

4 December 2006 . Monday

2006-12-04T08:56:00.000+08:00

feel a little sick...but i still came...haha...now sniffing like dunno what...damn...

saturday went out with claire and choo...then choo's ahem came too...went to play pool...and he damn zai...almost always is choo and him win, but then last ball, the black one, we keep telling them which hole to aim for...and they always cannot get, so me and claire win!! haha...then later go ezone...play the game which i dunno is called what lah...but anyway, the machine lousy, coin cannot go in...must the person come and press to start the game lah...

saying maybe next next wed go ice-skating...hmmm...still got so long!! haha...

some of the photos uploaded le...finally...but still got one part haven't...to many bytes maybe, should spilt into smaller file ba...haha...

oh wells, ja :)

1 December 2006 . Friday

2006-12-01T08:52:00.000+08:00

2 weeks and 1 more day to go...

didn't feel like coming today lah...woke up in a bad mood...come here that time the journey also bad mood, now also bad mood...

and my partner is going to do disappearing act after lunch also lah...

i hate that...

i want to go home and stone...

hate my day...

hate my decision for going for this attachment...

hate my decision for not dropping out that time...

hate this place...

hate the air con...

hate the lack of sleep...

hate the forever lack of sleep...

hate the boredom...

hate the pressure here that my partner gives w/o realising...

hate the bad mood...

hate hate hate...

hate everything today...

that's how bad a mood i'm in now...

think if anybody sms me in this mood, i'll either snap at them or just ignore them...

hate myself being like that...

30 November 2006 . Thursday

2006-11-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

haha, i just realised that all the things are with my partner and he's only coming at 1.30...so...i can just slack until then...haha...actually no lah, should research somemore and understand the project better...haha...

hmmm...ytd lunch quite funny...we can't decide where to eat (AGAIN), then decided to eat the cafeteria here...then changed mind, want to try other companies cafeteria...went to the opposite one, Aries...can't find cafeteria...wanted to go the other one, Crimson...then remembered they always got one big lunch bus to bring them out for lunch...THEN wanted to try another company, say heard there the food not bad...but then can't rmb where is the place...can only rmb is quite far...then we forget it and go back to eat our own place de cafeteria...waste of time lah, walk one round and ended up eating the first place we decided...(okay, it wasn't the first, but it was the first confirmed...haha...sounds messy)

then later got meeting at HQ in NUS, so went there early...cause heard got xbox there...haha...but then we not sure which level...anyway, we went to level 6, cause down there like got some games room de...got foosball!! but then no ball, cause they say lose too many, have to buy our own...anyway, went for the meeting...suppose to start at 2 and end at 3...then it ended at 2.40 or something like that de...so we went back up to level 6 to play...still no ball...then the other two guys (the other project de) use chess pieces and got it stuck in the hole (the goal there) haha...cannot come out lah...then later manage to ask someone to help borrow ball for us...then he came and immediately throw it into the goal...THEN we told him got chess pieces stuck inside...then we all panic lah, lifting the table here and there...finally got it out though...haha...

so anyway, we decided to stay there and slack until 4 or something...but then stay until 4.30 instead...haha...(my partner went out to meet some other attachment de prof or something lah, then say when we come back and pple ask for him, say he go lao sai...then we'll saying he lao for 1 and a half hour plus?? but since we stayed longer, he lao shorter, i guess...)

oh, my partner is here...say he dropped something somewhere, so late lor...haha...aiya, then like that got job to do liao...sian...

oh wells, then ja...

29 November 2006 . Wednesday

2006-11-29T09:26:00.000+08:00

ahh...i missed eating bei mian!! the other group one of the guy was eating that for breakfast...so XIANG...haha

i'm being crazy...i mean i'm getting crazy...haha...

think my partner hates me...cause i like not doing any work and not using my brain at all...just blindly do something and not being able to understand anything...then i like always slacking, eg. now...haha...oh wells...won't EVER see him after 2 and a half more weeks!! yay! sweet...haha...

i'm really getting crazy, cooped up in this place...hai...

ja

28 November 2006 . Tuesday

2006-11-28T13:08:00.000+08:00

haha...ytd 'pon' attachment...cause sunday night ms lim's wedding dinner, then came home super late, sleep super late...next morning cannot take it liao...haha...

took PLENTY of photos at her dinner...now got problem...how to send to everyone?? too many bytes le leh...hai...i shall see got where can put the photos up...haha...

early this morning come, jiu start to test the circuit my partner build ytd...then i feel so blur, totally don't understand what he trying to do...sian diao...

hai...dunno what to say...totally no mood to do anything today...mind totally BLANK...

hai, ja...

24 November 2006 . Friday

2006-11-24T08:59:00.000+08:00

OH YEA!!! its finally FRIDAY!!! going to be weekend le!!! haha...

hmmm...ytd when we went for lunch, and waiting for the bus that time...overheard some other pple's convo, and they were talking about goong lah...somemore its this guy who was super enthu about it...saying something about having goong pic as his screensaver...haha...me and my partner were down there tou tou laughing lah...

wanted to eat at the arts fac ytd, but then apparently the canteen closed for renovation...thing is, at first we didn't know...so we walked ONE BIG ROUND, trying to find the place...in the end found out its closed then have to find another canteen...but then we walked until so far, until not that near the nearest canteen...haha...i think we walked for about 25 min??

actually wanted to eat at the prata shop, but then realise have to pay quite a lot in order to eat until full...as in the guys lah...i think they say they need like 3 pieces or something de...haha...

just now watched some thai commercial about some beer de...super funny..all the expression and action all so exaggerated de...plus the scenarios are also super exaggerated de lah...

haha...think need to get back to doing work le...ytd was trying to change the capacitor value in such a way that the circuit can produce square waveform (waveform??)..anyway, think is called some envelope or something de lah...

haha...ja...

23 November 2006 . Thursday

2006-11-23T08:58:00.000+08:00

haha...actually i think its very strange to blog in the morning for ytd isn't it??

finally thursday, can't wait for the weekend...sick of everyday 9 to 6 de...hai...

still not fully awake yet now...brain abit lag...

ytd solder the component lah...haha...the soldering got a lot of smoke de...white fumes, probably steam?? anyway, some of the pple there, the workers, claim that the white fumes will shorten your life and cause you to have alot of pimples...haha...i think they just finding excuse for their own pimple ba...haha...

got new machine to play with ytd...thing is, we don't know how to work the machine lah...and i also not sure what the machine is for...feel so zi bei, my partner like so pro like that, know so much, understand so much...then i down there don't understand at all...plus somemore, the supervisor start talking then i feel like sleeping le...his tone of voice is super boring lah...hai...

ja na...

22 November 2006 . Wednesday

2006-11-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

haha...i feel like i'm spaming my blog lah...everyday update...haha...

eh...generally still playing with the program...the program is used to draw out the circuit that we are going to build and solder on later lah...draw the wires going where, component where, how much spacing in between...blah...then later send the thing we design to cut...cut on some copper metal or something de...quite fun leh, see the machine cut the wire...but very ma fan lah, the person keep having to change the drill head cause different part require different size...haha...then after that, suppose to solder the components to the cutout thing, then i suppose we are done???

BUT then, now we are already at the cutting out stage?! how to last five weeks??? now is only the second week lah...diao...

hmmm...ytd met ms lim for her to pass me everybody's invitation card to her wedding dinner... her fiance drove her to my block there, then i went down to meet her...then she very mean lah...she had her dog in the front of the car, then when she kinda realise that i'm not too keen on dogs, she wanted to let her dog down lah!! scary lor...hmmm...but she looked very happy and excited, probably cause she this sunday getting married?? haha...can't wait for this sunday...

then later i msg everyone else the general details, then felicia yeo msg back asking for dress code...diao lah she, so zhong shi dress code...later some more ask until more detailed..."simple tee shirt and pants can? or must dress??" something like that de...i bet she that day wait dress until super super nice lah...haha...

i realise blogging make me sound like i have spilt personality lah...talking to myself...eh...that's not spilt ba, should be just two personality?? aiya, dunno lah...

now still slacking...wanted to look for the guy to help us cut the thing, but look this floor and another floor also cannot find him...sian...actually this is the second time cutting...ytd took my design to cut, but then that time our supervisor haven't really check through yet...then cut finish, realise got mistake, so have to change...now should be using my partner's design?? dunno lah...hai...now my partner also slacking, playing hearts, so amazing lah...he usually down there doing homework??

haha...ytd lunch ate subway!! at NUS there...took the shuttle bus then have to walk a distance...and the map there draw until like look so far...but actually quite near de lor...(though the map there got write not to scale lah, but tai li pu le ba?!) hmmm...the cookie a bit lao hong lah, but anyway...haha...met darrel there, and he cut his hair again aka looking super chou? haha...then found out that scholars got some ASEAN dance every year de...haha...cause the other two pple here with us, one of them is a scholar and met darrel at the ASEAN dance...(eh? sounds like girl meet guy right?? er, just to clarify, both are guys and not gay, i think...haha...shouldn't be lah...haha...)

aiya, today like super long...oh wells...

ja

21 November 2006 . Tuesday

2006-11-21T09:09:00.000+08:00

hah...stupid program...as in the one i'm playing with at the attachment lah...don't have a component in the library, then have to create own library and draw out the component needed...diao...then need to find dunno what footprint de...what footprint?!

ahh...sian...this attachment totally killed my interest in engineering lah...now dunno what i want to do next time liao...hai...

goong last episode today!!! please please please let us go home earlier today!!! haha...ytd asked my mum helped me tape goong, but in the end taped wrong channel de...funny lah...then have to go youtube watch instead...haha...

hai...like nothing to talk about leh...

ja

20 November 2006 . Monday

2006-11-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

sooo...another new week...ytd, i was dreading today lah...cause have to wake up early and go to work...dunno next time when really start working that time, how i'm going to find the mood to come to work...sian...

next sat is ms lim's wedding ba...haha...can't wait...finally something exciting among the usual normal boring stuff...

realise the stack of homework is about one and a half inches thick...how am i gonna get through it?!

cut my hair le...look HORRIBLE...the fringe absolutely sucks...like some grass bush or something...haha...now must use clip to hold it up...i told the person cut the length a little bit...she either didn't hear or she heard cut until a little bit...i think got 4 or 5 inches of hair got cut off lah!!! and when cutting the fringe that time, so xin tong...about 8 inches or more of hair gone...*sobs* plus now its even harder to tie the hair...hai...

still slacking here lah...partner came back, so he must learn the program first (i think) before can start on anything else?? so i'm here slacking again...

oh yar, need to find expt for physics project...sian...ytd saw the expt involving food...microwaving marshmallows to find wavelength of microwave or something and using frozen bananas as hammers...haha...quite funny...in the end, still haven't settle on one yet...and i think yanling not in the cty now is it?? msg her also no reply...mugger say she prob already went to korea liao!!! wah seh...good leh...haha...

hai...

ja

17 November 2006 . Friday

2006-11-17T09:23:00.000+08:00

hehe...got new program to play with le!!! but then the supervisor himself dunno how to use it lah, not funny...now have to learn from this super thick book...haha...actually he told me i can go ask another guy, but then like so paiseh like that lah...

but then my supervisor a bit the si ban de (confirmed!)...the other two pple who are here also, the supervisor chao nice! every day let them off early (only ytd late lah...) then allow them to take more than 1 hour lunch, say don't mind if they 2 or 3 hour lunch lah!! then ytd took us all out for lunch, his treat! tian!!! (but then we never order much, bu hao yi si lah...i because i not hungry, but the other two guys say cause i order so little, they order so much like not very nice...haha....)

physics!! heard ytd lecture which was supposed to be 4 hours lasted for 1 and a half?? dunno its true or not...wah...still got physics project...sian...dunno what to do for it lah...

ah, i downloaded Tsubasa OST!! a bit lah...and some of the tracks are VERY NICE!! haha...now i like a bit high on Tsubasa...haven't got back the mood to continue Naruto...haha...

okay okay, i shall go back to playing with the program...haha...

ja

16 November 2006 . Thursday

2006-11-16T09:03:00.000+08:00

wah, i think i can everyday update le lah...(haha...but only on working day...5 day work week mah...haha...)

now got sore eye also...everyday stare at the comp for prob 15 hours a day??!! from morn 9 to lunch maybe 12...then 1 to about 6...then go home...9 to 10.30...eh...thats all together...oh okay, only 10 hours...haha...but still...

and here the comp no flash and no speaker...want to watch youtube also cannot...i'm going to deplete all of fanfiction.net story soon lah...sian...

that guy (my supervisor) expect us to keep reading background info to learn more...PLEASE LAH...there's a limit to how much pple can learn from text in a day de lor!!! he just finding random ways to keep me occupied (seeing that my partner is not here, he don't need to be 'kept occupied') irritating!!! don't like him already lah...

and i haven't start homework yet!!! sian, like ALL subjects also got one thick stack of homework...today actually also got physics lecture de...think i would prefer going to the lecture than coming here lah...at least that one for a few hours only and would probably learn SOMETHING as compared to this rubbish...feel like its just wasting my time here lah...

i should consider downloading flash here...hmmm...

ja

15 November 2006 . Wednesday

2006-11-15T08:56:00.000+08:00

hah, at the attachment place now...third day here with about 22 more days to go...eh, maybe 23, today haven't really started yet right...

aiya, now super sian...early in the morning, office also not much pple here yet...but then even if got pple, also very boring...the supervisor now is still thinking first week orientation week and reading up on background info week...SIAN...been reading for the past two days...ytd he threw us two books, total pages of about 650??? but we didn't read finish lah, majority don't understand...(eh...okay, maybe is i majority don't understand, but then my partner like understand more part...even though he only took H1 phy if i'm not wrong?)

now waiting for the supervisor to send another email with more info to read up on...haha...then ytd the supervisor say will come and find me and start discussing some design de...(partner not here today...got some school activity de...sick lah, leave me alone here...)

SIAN SIAN SIAN

ja

17 October 2006 . Tuesday

2006-10-17T10:10:00.000+08:00

yay, i can promote le!!! rocks...don't need to worry about the rest of the paper getting back today...haha...but now become my midyear results pulling my overall marks down lah...sian...

haha, going to watch youtube now...since got more than 30 min before meeting in audi to get back the rest of the paper...(econs CONFIRM fail...)

ja

16 October 2006 . Monday

2006-10-16T10:33:00.000+08:00

sheesh, the tagboard provider like gone liao, then now using another one, but then the formatting got prob! and i give up on it le...

anyway, got back physics just now...amazingly, i passed! haha...now just need one more pass in H1 and H2 then can promote le :D

rocks

ja

10 October 2006 . Tuesday

2006-10-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

hehe...preparing for FOL(festival of life) now... yar, have to present a workshop to people...a bit stupid...and sian...and now i'm just slacking...cause nothing to do now...heh, i got stagefright de leh...HOW?? and isn't teaching how to use adobe photoshop a bit boring??

actually now also have open house facilitator training...MASS DANCE!! want to dance Its Gonna Be Me...other than that jiu bu yao le...cause got one other is some campfire dance with some chicken actions de...then another one is one we learnt in PE, some cha cha de...which i don't really know how to dance cause that time i was dancing the guy's part, so i bit blur with the girls part le...

want to watch somemore anime...junhui just loan me a few bleach, tsubasa and xxxholic episodes...YAY!!! :D

sian sian sian sian SIAN!!!!

PW WR due next thurs...but not funny, this friday got OP external workshop where we must (best) to have a ppt and scripts le...NOT FUNNY...we haven't even got the report done lah...and darrel (blatantly) say cannot do OP ppt without completing WR...and he say he today can finish and send to kah hwee, but the two of us don't believe him...so in the end, i think kah hwee took back to add some things and to do the ppt...cause he say he very sian, nothing better to do liao, haha...

argh, still have to go home to do open house slideshow...three min show with just photos...gonna die, ytd chose about 200 plus photos then today need to go and throw it into a slideshow...super irritating...(and tedious)

and i want to change blogskin, getting quite sick of it...

ja

5 September 2006 . Thursday

2006-10-05T12:29:00.000+08:00

finally finally PROMOS OVER LE!!! rocks...

but now is 12.21 on the last day of promos, about an hour plus after the paper end AND I'M STILL IN SCHOOL!! why??? cause the freaking teacher never leave paper for me to print the CCA workshop notes!!! irritating!!! and somemore her handphone never on!!!! can't contact her!!! sheesh....

want to go home and watch tv, read manga, play computer!! in short, slack like mad!! sian sian, nothing to do now...can't wait to watch bleach!! BYAKUYA!!!

go out go out go out!!! i want to spend money!! (but no money how to spend???) i'm gaining weight!!! now i left 1.6 kg to borderline overweight!!! wonderful right??? tian, i'm getting fat...(i look like i put on weight too!! the horror...)

promos was seriously horrendous....GP i can pass, i laugh, cause compre i always fail and compo i borderline pass, sum up, FAIL...PHYSICS so many question dunno how to do, circular motion, oh mian, so FAIL also...ECONS case study never relate back to case, what the, so FAIL...MATHS left like 25 marks never do or dunno how to do, and its upon 75, so FAIL...CHEMISTRY organic put wrong conditions or dunno conditions and a lot of blank, so FAIL...in short, i can't promote if i fail all...pray pray pray just let me pass can le...can promote can le...i don't want repeat...PE, lessons, lectures...no!!!!

tian, the teacher like finally coming...

ja

25 September 2006 . Monday

2006-09-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH!!!! school comp don't let me go fanfiction.net!!!! IRRITATING!!!!!

haha...promos coming le, but i still so slack...and i still like going fanfiction.net...a bit wrong timing de...aahhh...after promos i going to spend at least 2 hours a day on fanfiction.net!!!!

~i'm gonna die for promos~~ but i a bit like heck care, just pass and promote can le!!!!

go out to play like siao after promos!!! but then monday still have to come back to school at 9 to rehearse Festival of Life workshop... NINE IN THE MORN LEH!!! and still have to wear school u???? o tian....sian diao....

ja

29 August 2006 . Tuesday

2006-08-29T10:11:00.000+08:00

hah, my current group got start another blog...heh...but then, the ex group de i STILL don't know the username and password!!! pple!! (and oops, i forgot the name of the group?? haha...)

THURS GOING BACK ST NICKS RIGHT PPLE??!!! can't wait...but then they say must go back before 10am?! really meh? after 10 go back cannot arh? they expect us to pon our jc celebration is it?! haas...

tmr after school got the astar research attachment briefing...yar, apparently i got in...but then think is they got a lot of free space, so even if i flunk the interview still can get in? haas...

saturday, darrel and kah hwee came over to do pw at my place...then in the morn i was at nj covering events lah...then reach back at 2...then they still NOT there!! wah lao...i haven't eat lunch and rush there and they are nowhere to be seen?! then anyway, we did until 10.45 like that then they left...(they took super long to decide what to eat??) then dhivya at 7 ask so when are we doing pw?!!! what the!!!

then the next day come back to school she still so shen qi ask so what you all did? what the shit...never come still never apologise...idiot...sheesh

ja na...

25 August 2006 . Friday

2006-08-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

hai...sian...

tmr morn need to go nj to help cover some poetry comp for ps...the aj teacher really think aj will win meh???? haha...okay okay, maybe maybe will...then is morn 9 to 11.30...then AFTER THAT, got pw...not funny, 2 to 8 somemore...diao...but won't the whole time be productive de...confirm...

haha...our class photo came out quite nice...though some pple look like they want to kill the camera or something...or just look bu shuang...haha...

sian diao, now trying to learn more skills on adobe...sheesh, term 4 week 5 need to hold workshop, then still dunno how to use...those pple know how to use de thinks its super easy?! okay, maybe after i master more le, then will think its easy too????

oh wells...

16 August 2006 . Wednesday

2006-08-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

BOO!!! haha...

playing with photoshop now...making the ccas exco photo look more presentable...haha...getting more pro and fast at it...hee...but its making my comp slow lah...

gonna die for EoM...no idea how to do or what to do lah...not funny...and first draft is due next monday??? and i haven't do phy too...due tmr somemore...haha...dead...

hai...

ja...

27 July 2006 . Thursday

2006-07-27T11:39:00.000+08:00

yay! finally handed in WRF...shitty lah...so thin lah...and quite incomplete somemore...

hmmm...that day, as in last sunday, went out!!! Pirate of the Caribbean!!! haha...and ate pastamania too...spent so much on food lah... like 13 bucks?! and it wasn't that nice...cause i ordered tuna and bacon pasta, then the tuna tasted like mei zhen xiang lah...haha...then day got pangseh by so many SO MANY pple lah...at first was like choo ting, claire, yanling, zara, sumin and me going de...then THEN choo ting, claire and yanling last minute cancel lah!!! ARGH!!! oh ya, the movie was quite long, like 2 hours 20 minutes? heh, like a bit random...haha....i got a hairband too!!! chao exp though...since when hairbands cost so much??? haha...guess i like 10 over years never wear hairbands, out of touch with it...haha...then i got a photo album for my direct senior...hmmm....guess i don't have much time to actually put any photos inside, so just have to make do with a note lor...actually, think is don't need give lah, but then she gave me this chain with a jigsaw piece for pendant (pendant?? sounds so suuu...but dunno what to call it otherwise...), so its better to return the gesture? haha...

aj like going to have some festival of life crap...then the teacher in charge of PS wants us to put up adobe and darkroom workshop...don't funny, adobe pple knows nuts!!! nothing at all, how to teach??!!! so since i'm in adobe and in exco, i become one of the incharge to organise it?! with hanbin, cause she's darkroom mistress...and they like overworking her also, she was saying her latest project ending this friday and this new project started on wednesday, before her previous project even ends...

haha...this friday i going for event coverage!! yay, sounds so fun!!! actually i don't think it'll be fun, but then at least its a difference from the usual monotonous evening...oh no, i just rmbed, if i go for the event coverage, then i cannot have dinner with my mum and then later go buy cd!!! oh no...how...then my mum will be eating dinner by herself...heh...what is the possibility of it ending in time for me to go home for dinner if it starts at 4.30?? quite low right...and i think the thing ends at like 8 plus??

oops, pd tutor just called and he say the pw teacher in charge ask why we haven't hand in WRF, then i told him i just handed it to him...then he was quite surprised, cause he thought what i handed in was his maths file!!! stupid lah, don't read the name of the file then anyhow assume...but then i accidentally hanged up on him before he finished his 'bye'...haha...

oops, too long again...but since i very very long never blogged le...its forgivable, right...but anyway, think this blog is dying soon...haha...

ja

10 July 2006 . Monday

2006-07-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

yay, i finally updating...

so now's week 3 le...wah, week 1 common test lah...not fun at all...physics last paper, i already like give up le...just down there write, never even gan chiong...haha...

anyway, so far now got back 3 papers le...amazingly, i did better for physics than for maths...tell you how bad my maths is...and surprisely, my chem did quite okay...amazed lah...haha...don't want get back econs and gp lor...sure chao bad de...cannot take h3 le lor...

sian, EoM thing is due dunno when, today just attended the lecture...wah, totally clueless...come to think of it, PW ben lai jiu shi she me dou clueless de lor...we still haven't done any primary data collection lah...thanks...

CLAIRE, YOU CAN JUST MSG ME RIGHT?????

aiya, can't think of anything to write le...now planning j2 farewell...sorta lah...sheesh...

ja

29 May 2006 . Monday

2006-05-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

haha...saturday i eventually went for ps seminar...sucky...so boring lah...anyway, they announced exco that day and i got in...as lens woman...don't ask me what's that, cause...i also dunno...haha...arggghh, didn't get ccp...and the pres and v.pres was quite unexpected...haha...

ytd, sunday, had class bbq...at helen's place again...haha...quite fun...the scholars and malays were cooking...supposedly...the thing caught fire like 3 times under their hand?? and they took more than one hour to start the fire...we were watching e mo zai shen bian upstairs, then they keep calling to ask for more matches and fire-starters lah...funny...then when they started cooking...it was all BURNT...chao da...haha...the scholars and the malays down there cursing in malays when it got burnt or when they got burnt...haha...

today went to do gpp...but, kah hwee got camp...dhivya not well, but she still came lah...anyway, suppose to meet at 12.30, i was late lah...12.50 i reach...darrel reached at 1.10?? cause he msged and say to msg him when i reaching newton, but the thing is...i was already at newton...and he said he take 10 min to walk...but he detour to office...wah, waited for 20 min lah...sian...then went for lunch...he finished just as dhivya came...then he started playing with the food...trying to demo to us how elastic his squib was...funny lah...then he later borrowed my pen and wrote in a funny way, cause he say don't want dirty my pen...but then, later he go and spin the pen and drop it in his puddle of kickapoo and oil...not funny lah...rahh...

oh well, update next time...
ja...

21 May 2006 . Sunday

2006-05-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

wah, so long since i last blogged...haha...

yay!! we finished GPP!!!! FINALLY!!! first draft only...sigh...went dhivya's place to do...supposed to meet at 9...then, not funny...kah hwee overslept, woke at around 9.30?! then darrel last night at 12.14 msged dhivya say he got church until 10?! wonderful...wonderful group...wonderful group members...wonderful group members with wonderful time management...wow...

heh...didn't go nj funfair...feel a bit guilty...oops...

hex, i thurs got some interview for some astar research attachment de...actually, i don't see the point, afterall i have never never never got through any interview...sigh...quite scared actually...and the teacher prepared some qn they MIGHT ask...then i see the qns, i know that day i SURE BLANK de...sigh...go there and tui lian only...sigh...

i failed a lot of tests...sheesh...and i'm clueless CLUELESS about summation...mid-year somemore like until induction somemore...sheesh...

depression...

ja

5 May 2006 . Friday

2006-05-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

nice...gpp supposed to be due today, 2.30pm...until now still not out...suppose to do now BUT group members are all not online!!!!!!!!

sian...heh...still don't feel like doing the 20 friends thing leh...hai...

failed maths inequalities...while wilson passed with flying colours...the horror...and mr lau (maths teacher) was like wilson, you improved a lot; priya also; annette, you deproved a lot right...what lah...careless cannot meh??

argh, ytd phy paper also sure fail de...left like half blank??

hai...

ja nah...

1 May 2006 . Monday

2006-05-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

yay, i'm here to blog again...wah, so many people tagged me!! hee...anyway, its gonna be a very very long entry...

so, i went for the camp...say first night presentation...like real...bluff us...so anyway, we played some ice-breakers game...not funny, in the middle of aj square where its almost in absolute darkness...then after that, play some lame amazing race thing...again, not funny...first of all, its so late at night le...the school is like pitch black lah...then i just bathed, make me run around and sweat somemore...

then activities for that night end at 12.45!!!! so late lah!!!!

then next morning woke at 6.30??!!!

plus somemore no one morning call us...we ended waking up at 6.50?? then rush like mad, hoping to be able to assemble at 7...of course, we didn't make it lah...

morning we went bishan park take some photos...hmmm...some quite nice leh...later that day got photo-sharing, then they took 4 of my photos (my group lah...each group suppose to share 15 photos...at that time, my group got 6 pple, including me...) to share...of which 2 got people "wah!!" haha...hee...anybody want to see??? i could put it up at a website...:D tell me if want hor...

anyway, at bishan park...unfortunately, i wore flip flops...then the ants were crawling all over my foot when we stopped...argh...then got this super big mosquito landed on my feet...i think its too full, fly too slow or reaction too slow...cause i managed to slap it...and there was a large amount of blood on my hand and leg...haha...it was too fat le lah...

then anyway, went back...they started transferring our photos to this computer, then our group was first to finish...so later, when the other group transferring, we can go bathe...haha...then we got one hour to bathe...yay!!! :D

wah, lunch was some spicy food lah...argh...the ics also like quite surprised...anyway, spencer wanted to buy drinks then he shun bian ask us what we want...then in the end he qing wo...haha...cause he was like i getting drinks, what you all want? then i said, no coins lah...then he very nice, say never mind lah, i treat you, what you want? haha...yay!!! nice guy lah, he...btw, spencer happen to be one of the not bad in aj...too bad, his height cannot make it...haha...and actually his name is not spencer, just cause people think his chinese name hard to pronouce and that he look rich, so mark and spencer, then call him spencer...haha...

night time, watch the shutter...i don't dare to watch lah...sit at the lt there...i believe the word is cowering...haha...my eyes were shut tight and my hands were covering my ears...damn scared...haha...not a fan of horror movies...the music itself was already scary le lor...lucky its not in a language i could understand...

then i managed to get into the second round of interviews for exco...but...the interview was at 2 am!!! AM LEH!!! siao...i was barely awake lah...can't even rmb what they ask...not funny...anyway, don't think i'll get in...my interview lasted like less than 15 min?! then this guy's meeting lasted like one hour plus??!! (btw, that guy was jion chun, think qing knows him right? pri sch classmate for four years, right???) then after the movie (my interview was after the movie...) we had night walk...i didn't go lah...my interview started when night walk started...but night walk was like two person go out at one time...think is to scare people de...haha...for some people, i think it was quite successful...

then we slept at 3.34!!! not funny!!! (i know its 3.34 cause that was the last time i was sending msg before lying down to sleep...

then next morning woke at 7...wah, nice...

the last day's programme was like fei lah...morn woke up early to play captain's ball...but i half asleep, so i just walk around the court while people RUN past me...apparenly quite high, they...i didn't even sweat lah...people who knows me will know that that is a miracle lah...

then ate breakfast, played some tai di with some people, debrief for one hour, then home!!!

went home i watched some tv, sleep, eat and bathe, study a bit, then sleep again...wah...

today morning at ten, our gp group met to do gp group essay lah...went my house lah...wah, the earliest person was kah hwee, who arrived at 10.02...the latest was darrel at 10.28...sian...called him earlier and he still say next stop semb...liar...more like he next stop khatib arh...

anyway, they came my house...then we started planning the essay in my room, before moving to the next room to do on the comp...

cheryl volunteered to type cause she wants to sit on the big comfy chair...

darrel was amazed that a person could grow only one cm per year...(they saw the markings on the wall which recorded my height lah...) then he stared at it for so long, like he cannot believe that there is such a thing...

kah hwee was being a water tank...he drank like four or five cups of water in the short time of 10.45 to 12.30?? wah, i think that translates to 2 litres??!!

think dhivya was the most normal...

yar, our gp group is very similar to our pw group...take away cheryl and you have our pw group...not funny...so qiao lah...

heck, its really very long right???

haha...ja...

28 April 2006 . Friday

2006-04-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

so its camp later...at 9....yar, going back st nicks first, then go home, then go back aj...

not funny, at 9 at night, they going to play games...sleep already lah!!

freaks...now suppose to be doing ps camp project...NOW!!! before 2.45...now its 2.23 and helen is nowhere in sight...msged her twice, no reply...called her twice, no answer...called cheryl to ask for her, never pick up...called chuan ting, answered, say helen near, called helen to come free access room...but WHERE???!!!! nowhere in sight...i don't care whether the slides crappy or not le!!! superly pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UUUUURRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

spoiling my mood for later when i'm going back st nicks......idiotic shit...

PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

27 April 2006 . Thursday

2006-04-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

haha....got my very first medal of my life!!! yay!!! haha...pathetic right??? hmmm...is just today suddenly decided who'll be running the 8 by 50m run...then they call me go, then i go lor...haha...third anyway...haha...

o ya, ps camp heard is different group from project group, so i staying for the whole thing lor...haha...

oooo and today aj de cheerleading right....really sucks lah...jaguar (my house) still okay...cause the choreographer is ex-st nicks de...so still got style and look quite nice...unlike got one house...panther is it??? yellow de lah, anyway...got this guy doing something like this sexy pole dancing???!!! it was so gross lah...wrong type of body type to do such thing also...then another house, cheetah?? black i think, the guys were like TRYING to breakdance...not funny...

oh well, its late, that's all for today :D

ja

26 April 2006 . Wednesday

2006-04-26T15:53:00.000+08:00

feeling shitty nah...

haha...ps got camp lah...but don't feel like going...sheesh...heck, they say if want to become ps exco, have to become ps camp, at least a bit...sheesh...

anyway, earlier got long break, 11.45 to 2.30, then we had pw meeting...not funny lah...at first is kah hwee went 'bonding' with his wilson and yongsheng, so disappear...then dhivya got some house meeting de, so late also lor...then darrel eat lunch, then realise that the other two not going, then say he not doing first...okay...then later dhivya finished her meeting, went reading room to do gpp (btw, i was in reading room at first, then supposed to meet in free access but then free access was booked lah, so i already walked to ohana, met dhivya who told me about the free access room booked, then walked back to reading room...damn far...) so me, dhivya and kah hwee there already then msged darrel twice, called him twice, no answer...then have to call karen and ask her if he's there, BUT she say he's sleeping!!! SLEEPING AND REFUSED TO WAKE UP!!! WAH LAO!!! IDIOT GUY!!! ARGH!!!

heck, tonight still have to go online to do gpp...actually is like every night have to meet online at 9...then ytd...went online, only darrel on and he say i late (better than him! day before fell asleep and never even came online!!!), so we started brainstorming...then i msged dhivya and kah hwee to scream at them to come online...kah hwee then came online, but he said he's been online but just appearing offline...we down there so long le, then he decided to appear online...nice...then dhivya came on then we did lah...

anyway, they say next week is napfa... 2.4??? should be lah...if five items sure die de lor...pe like never do much of 5 items lor...just keep training stamina and building up arm muscle or something lah...

haha...this friday is AJ Idol finals...hmmm...but not going lah...don't think it'll be nice lor...anyway, will be going back st. nicks...SPORTS DAY!!! i want to watch cheerleading!!! haha...

haha...going to be ps exco first interview later...nice...okay, its group interview, so its better...i grouped with helen and spencer (chiu ming lah...but then this is just his back up cca if he don't get into council...haha...)...but then ours is like one of the last lah...4.45 to 5???? damn late...then LATER still have to go to take pictures/photos for the ps camp...since we decided to go for fri night to sat morn...hmmm....but what am i going to do in between???? camp starts at 9 lah...unless i go home first???

sheesh, think my entry too long AGAIN!!!

hee...so, ja...

22 April 2006 . Saturday

2006-04-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

wah lao, today suppose to 8 pm have online meeting for GP project which is due coming tues...what happened??? i already told them i'll be late...so i rush home, went online at 9, then realise, only ONE person online!!! wah!!! one forgot, one also just reach home, one not home...argh...

haha...decided to leave a line, hopefully it looks neater???

anyway, this morn was the AJC Family Day...total waste of time...nothing much to do lor...and they earlier already forced us to pay 6 bucks for coupons...then our stall is reverse bungee lah...do nothing much de lor, just collect money, the pro pple take care of the customers...haha...but then, under the hot sun lah...wah, come home, the skin damn red...i gonna be chao da le...sigh...hmmm...actually i wanted to get the mini workable harmonica de leh...but by the time i went there, sold out le...

who's MJ???

sian nah...this thurs is AJ de track and field...blehhh...o ya! this fri is SNGS sports day!!! i want to go back!!! but then hao xiang you PS camp leh...and AJ idol finals...haha...

PS camp gonna play Shutter at night!!! then night walk or something!!! i don't want!!!! *wails*

haha...how come NJ de NAPFA so early??? ours i think they say in may or something lah...so far, still haven't do the actual thing...now is still like building up our stamina and strength...haha...

wah, i can feel heat radiating off me...see how chao da i will get...sigh...hmmm...if i not do something to get rid of the heat, chances is that i'll get fever leh...hmmm...

crap, i want to read Bleach!!! i'm still stuck at book 7 lah...hopefully tomorrow i can get more?? but then now like i quite behind in my studies? i feel lah...like never do notes and stuff...but then the teacher never upload the ppt, how to complete my notes??? o ya, jun hui say japan Tsubasa book 14 out le leh!!! what is chuangyi doing??? lian book 13 dou not out yet lah!!!

hmmm...okay...think long enough le lah...

ja

19 April 2006 . Wednesday

2006-04-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

haha...i like so long never update...hee...
hmmm...today is the irritating day of the week...why? cause have to wait like two and a half hour for cca...irritating...don't feel like doing anything while waiting but have to do something, if not waste time...sian...
then ps (photographic society, pple...) want us to take some funny personality test...think is see whether who suitable for what post..as in to assist lah...apparantly pple who are not interested in any post also have to go for interview...stupid...then i put ccp and cp (chief college photographer or college photographer)...stupid, still must have first choice and second choice...i just want cp lah...then in the end put those two down then realise actually they don't offer cp...heck lah...cp is like those unsuccessful in getting ccp then get that...
then next fri, got ps camp, so they want us to form small groups then decide on a theme to take photos on, present a 10 min crap for camp...idiot...that group that i in (is ownself decide de lah, but then everyone like got their own clique then me and helen no group, then helen knows someone from this group of three, since they need 4 to 5 per group, so we join lor...) keep talking crap and diverting from the main topic...wah, next wed they still want after ps go out to take the photos...sian...
hmmm...tml got pe!!! o tian...for last three pe, we've been doing almost the same thing lah...the first two was run 2 rounds warm up, 4 rounds with those i-sport pet bottles, then another 2 rounds without, THEN do some exercises to train upper body ie arm muscle, then go to incline pull up bar and hang there for 3 secs, do 5 times...wah...then the latest pe, which was ytd, was 2 round warm up, SIX ROUND WITH BOTTLE UNDER 18 MIN!!!! o my tian...sick lah...anyway, our class generally all completed together, in around 16 min like??? yar, around there...then do the incline thingy lah...and i realise that that got slightly easier...haha...improve le! yay!!!
wah, choo ting, really regular customer meh???? haha...then this sat de ajc family day (think is just another name for funfair lah..), come down and support lah...ehhh...actually, i THINK it is open to public..if not they won't put the banner outside the school right??? so, our class is in charge of the reverse bungee thing...cause all our food proposals kanna turned down...so i think they anyhow assign lor...
wah, we paid for our locker liao hor, then the previous person haven't clear out yet lah! then we cannot use...tell the council pple le arh, they paste the note there to warn that person but still no dong jing lah...argh...o, i suppose to bring lock tml...haha...
heck, like damn long...
haha...ja...:D

5 April 2006 . Wednesday

2006-04-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm...took my father's car to school...then forgot to take my water bottle...not funny...though usually i don't drink that much...but then...
yup, doing pw pi...stupid...i think i finish le...but its too simple...as in the idea and the info i got...its a little hard...sick...totally clueless about what to do...argh...
hmmm...i dunno what else to say le...
sigh...awfully depressed over stupid pw pi...
sigh...
ja...

3 April 2006 . Monday

2006-04-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

o ya, yanling is making me feel guilty...
cause she got her dou dou men...then she feel guilty for like pang sehing me...but now i feel guilty if i somehow cause her to drift away from her dou dou men or at that point she not with her dou dou men, i also feel guilty...argh...
anyway...yar...
ja

3 April 2006 . Monday

2006-04-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

yup, i'm blog mad now...haha...
anyway, today saw yanling's new haircut...heh...quite cute...better than choo's...heee...
yar, then today photo taking also...lousy lah...usually pple the face is the zhong dian...but then they sticking too much to the what rule of threes of something de...one third background, one third face, one third body...its so dots lah...anyway, i think i pai dao chao chou lor...ewww...
and, i'm super clumsy today...eat niang dou fu then went to return the bowls that time have to pour away the soup/sauce right...i accidentally drop the spoon (non-disposable de...) into it...then it sank right down to the bottom...wu fa wan jiu le...sigh...anyway, pple around me also told me nvm lah, heck care...but, i still feel guilty XD
anyway, went ajc de ivle (integrated virtual learning environment crap...), the teacher say gp slides up lah!! bluff me...
o ya, fai rocks...
out of point...
hmmm...i think my typing speed decrease leh...
heee....priya managed to convince me to stick it out at cheerleading for one more week...hmmm...kaifong today went auditions, i think...dunno she got in or not...
o, and i got back my password for my website...hmmm...when free that time, i should be building...heee...hmmm...tagboard still haven't let me regain my password yet...they chao lag...
heh...nothing to write le...so...
ja...

PS its my bdae tmr pple...ahem... :D

2 April 2006 . Sunday

2006-04-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

heh...have to do the perfect lover thing arh...okay lor, but i not going to tag other pple to make them do it...hee...
hmmm...

my perfect lover:
1. must be taller than me
2. must be cute enough
3. must be smart enough
4. preferably wear specs and look cute wearing specs
5. preferably right-handed, though i think left-handed pple are quite cool (i'm not handist!)
6. not too pale but not cao da either
7. must be nice and understanding
8. can crap but also know when and how to create comfortable silence

hee, its hard to find...BUT i think my eyecandy fulfil all 8 conditions! but not too sure about point 7...point 8 first part he should fulfil but second part not too sure...hmmm...
heee...today supposedly class outing...but in the end, only me, qing, choo and claire turned up...not funny...
anyway, choo and claire cut their hair...hmmm...claire de is nice...choo de...lets just leave it as that...
so qing gave me my bdae present...damn nice!!! is a board with all the past photos...though as i say, she took all the ones that i look chao dai...HMMM...
anyway, some pple think that tsubasa is related to cardcaptor...ITS NOT!!!! totally utterly different!!!
anyway, better not write too much...if not pple complain...
so
ja

31 March 2006 . Friday

2006-03-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

heh, i updated again!!! its such an accomplishment :)
anyway, before i start ranting, first if zara comes here, this is the msg to her: add me to your blog lah!!!! and don't be lazy!!! update!!!! and what's your deviantart website!!!........heh, if su ever comes here: this is her msg, heh, what's your deviantart account arh????
haha, i realise i'm quite dots...
so now, i can properly start ranting!!!!
first of all...i super IRRITATED!!!!! WHY???!!!! cause of that cheerleading crap
okay, so we went for the 'training' and then today's the audition....okay, so the person say i'm on PROBATION, nice....why? cause i need to smile more and jump more...no improvement, after one week, i'm out...SMILE MORE AND JUMP MORE???!!! you got to be kidding me lah....i'm not that type that can smile sincerely at a piece of dirty yellow whiteboard or a piece blank wall, and jump more?! jump more then its so er... besides, if i practise and waste my time on this for one more week...i think i'll kill them if i didn't get in lah...anyway, in the end i don't think i'll be joining, see my fren whether she want to stick it out for one more week or not lor...so after one week or after this weekend, is either i sack them or they sack me... okay, so that's not the main point...this is the main point: today, this DANCE girl (i got nothing again dance, by the way...) came to learn, learn for a short while only lah...then she audition...she got in!!! and not on probation!!! i don't even think she's dancing it right lah!!! she dance arh, got that classical, modern dance dance, not the hippy and high cheerleading style lah...her style was so classical, it didn't fit the routine...then she had this very fake smile PLASTERED on her face! it was so disgusting...she look so stuck up when she did that...the pple in charge say she had some weird steps but still confirm her leh!!! then they say we can leave, except her...cause why? they start teaching her the second part le...NOT FUNNY!!! she's doing the first part worst than ALL of us and they don't polish that part but teach her new stuffs...hate the way they are so biased!!!!
IRRITATED AND PISSED!!!!
anyway, today's I & E day...crappy...i think only that fire writing thing is cool lah...its where we use paintbrush dip into potassium nitrate (? not sure, can't rmb...) write what we want, then use glowing splint burn it off...it turned out quite nice leh!!!
hmmm....i still don't have the new class list...heh...
sunday is sorta class outing...we ask pple then they ask other, who go then who go...main purpose actually is just for me to pass qing her present!! haha...and of course, catch up with some other pple lah...
HMMM...tonight at 12.01, its gonna be 1st of april...so here's an early greeting: HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING!!!!!!!!!! :)
crap, i think its too long again...
hmmm...anyway, i trying to find my eyecandy's blog...pple who know who i'm talking about can help to find :D, those who don't know who he is, forget it, i'm not telling!! haha... :)
so anyway, till next time
JA!

29 March 2006 . Wednesday

2006-03-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

HEHE!!!!
YAY!!! i finally managed to find the energy and make the effort to think of some ways to get in here!!!
haha...hmmm...i'm at a loss for words...
well, now i'm in ajc, for those who didn't know (TSK!!!) but not really enjoying myself there....heh, guess i just don't really click well with them...or just that i miss faith so much that i subconsiously somehow...HMMM...
anyway, yay! sunday having sorta outing with some faith pple...talk talk talk and catch up!!!
wah...
hmmm...actually, i feel quite sian sometimes leh...
o ya, thinking of joining cheerleading!!! JAGUAR!!! but got tryouts dunno when...sucks, i still quite lousy at it...bleah...
urgh, tml got cheerleading training, no shirt to wear!!! unless like that day, wear full school u minus skirt to dance...haha...strange...
wah, today go to school damn hot, sweating like siao!!! almost late also, was tying my tie for the third time when the bell rang, xia si wo...then go assembly, i could feel the sweat TRICKLING down my neck lah, not funny! then pple see me, was like, wah! what you do??!! sweat so much??!!
hmmm...anyway, today jun hui loan me 4th book of deathnote...yar, i continue reading it...and i think light yagami is damn evil and sick...and the irony is that his name is light...
heh...i should change the background of this site right...must go and fiddle with it...
fiddle fiddle fiddle
ah well...
friday got some crappy I & E day, don't even know what i and e stands for...heh...
eh, choo nah, what's that crappy tagging game thing??? don't understand...
heh...ajc mei you shuai huo ke ai de le...wo de eyecandy zou le...sobs...eyes going sore from seeing too many average and below average pple...sigh...
o ya, today heard that mark lam's voice...jaguar house captain mah...disappointing lah, his voice...hai...sad case...
hmmm...now my class 0306, quite clique-y or group-y lor...always this three would go somewhere together, that three would share some private joke...heh...always in threes lor...
speaking of 0306, wah lao, so many scholars lah! eh, 4 out of 25?? er, quite a lot lah...haha...then now so many races...cannot speak chinese freely...and then, some of the scholars, i talk to them i feel like talking in chinese lah...wah, hard to control leh...XD
hmmm...i still don't have the class name list...that time should have been extra and put my two email address there...haha
o ya, that time say want to build a separate website right??? yar well, i lost the password...haha...something about me and passwords...hee...
wah, i think this entry is damn long...maybe tml or something i'll update again???
until then
ja

1 July 2005 . Friday

2005-07-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

hah! today's a school hols, cause syf all get gold mah...anyway, *sobs* didn't go for ytd nite's jubilate II...
o ya, i got shaman king (box one to four only lah, five haven't come out yet...)
next week got like 6 test!!! dying! and today i bought like 5 tys...haha...actually only wanted to buy 3, then see the other 2 also like i need, so...haha...
i finally got the last 3 books of tou tou ai zhe ni (now hua yang shao nan shao nu, sucks like mad), and i'm only allowed to read one book per month!!! that means i can only read the last book in August!! so now can't wait for august to come...but actually in don't, because august means prelims and more tests!!!
*sobs* did very badly for mep...practical 2nd instru just pass!!! 25/50...and ms oh say i deserve to fail lor...but i tot i did much worse for 1st instru lor...wong too lenient and oh too strict lah...hai...
now waiting for a file to attach to my email (cause tanying ask me to send her my student portfolio, she don't have sec 1 and 2 record), seems to take very long though, earlier also tried attaching but tot comp got too much crap so go and defragment first den now, still as long!!!
ARGH! ten thousand years never go fanfiction.net le...end of year after o's go, sure got plenty of update (should be right? can't be that slow what...)
anyway, hols read so many eng. books...haha...the entire artemis fowl series, narnia's entire chronicle and now wanting to read pendragon(that how you spell it), but can't find the first book, out of stock or something (got five books altogether)...hmmm...end of year after o's going to get a html dummy book, want to build a website on anime!!! haha...
right, still haven't attach finish...idiot...something wrong with yahoo today...
hmmm...sunday going for milk run...hex, like only got half an hour to finish 5 km leh...which equals the same speed for 2.4 and double the dist.!!! die! but ms lim also running wat, can't possibly she can run faster than us right????!
o ya, and in eng, there's no such thing as '?!' de, cause just got back an essay which i used that lah...and the eng remedial teacher hor, like forget about us lor (me and silvia), never return the essay she want us to do for her, at least she replied received to mine (email), but silvia didn't even get a reply lor...zhen shi de...
hex, think i have to send the email another day...
so ja
for now

19 May 2005 . Thursday

2005-05-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

okay, wow, i finally updated...
actually i was only planning to update after i change the background, but see, i so nice right??!! haha...
urgh! the background simply so diificult to change...change this then the other part go bonkers!!! irritating!!!
hmmm... now in writing workshop, doing some descriptive essay thing....aaah! going to be my turn for oral le!!! how???!!!!
Xin Ying going China, so asked her if see Shaman King, buy for me..haha...now watching Vandread (also Xin Ying de...borrowed from her...) its quite nice...except that it is dubbed english....which means its not the original voice!!! aaah....
hmmm...lately can't differentiate between real life and dream...like last night, i can't rmb if my leg really cramp or is a dream (its like in the middle of the night happen lah, so i don't have a very strong impression)
ah well, i need to go back to doing my essay...
ja
for now...

17 February 2005 . Thursday

2005-02-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

AAAAAHHHHH!!! I bought DNAngel!!!! very nice to watch!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!
haha....now in writing workshop cause that ms low say we must be with our class even we are having free period....quite okay lah...after all here the comp faster than library...day before went to the library then tried 4 comps also all cannot load...irritating (4 comps leh!!!)
haha...now also doing maths...but kinda got stuck...haha...

7 February 2005 . Monday

2005-02-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

haha...i change the template...finally!!! yeah...
actually want to put dnangel de template but like have to do some editing to the background...lazy, don't want to go find out...haha...
xinhui lending me dnangel vcd tml!!! (okay, actually its with sumin but its xinhui...make sense?)
tml have to bring 2 oranges to school to be blessed... dotts...

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