Tuesday, December 02, 2008

attn span

can't concentrate, arghh...

the tons of words in the OpM text is hell...and i feel like i need to reread them again just to make sure everything went in...but it's getting really hard to stay focus and study...

flames and family iv (a fic i'm following on fanfiction.net) came out three chapters today, each more than 30 pages worth, if i'm not wrong...and it's not helping...considering i need i took about 45 min to an hour to finish a chapter...so much to mull over and ponder about...

and my ygohp fascination have not faded...

read a review to jh's story...the person who reviewed was pretty weird in a sense, pointing out mistakes left right and center (rolls eyes) then later saying the whole story was good before threatening jh to update...madness...and i realised that the person had reviewed my story as well and er, let's just say the review for mine is less than a quart of the amount jh got...should i feel jealous? ahhahhha

can't wait for the og outing thing...okay, let's see my schedule so far...

wed, 031208 morn, dsc2006 exam
thurs, 041208 morn, mno1001 exam
thurs, 041208 afternoon, og buffet lunch
thurs, 041208 evening, dinner with ps pple (skipping og ktv here)
thurs, 041208 night, mahjong with og pple
fri, 051208 early morn, mahjong and maybe sleep a little
fri, 051208 afternoon/night, another buffet with og pple
sat, 061208 full day, teaching
sun, 071208 morn, driving lessons
sun, 071208 afternoon, picnic with 7 wonders
mon, 081208 full day, shopping with christina and novita (involves a stayover)
tues, 091208 full day, shopping with christina and novita
wed, 101208 evening, driving lessons
thurs, 111208 afternoon, driving test (let's hope i won't fail this time XP)
fri, 121208 evening, seafood dinner with shihan and christina
sat, 131208 full day, teaching

and that's all so far...looks pretty packed...can't wait for the torture to end...

i shall resolve to actually study and pay attention during classes next semester...and i'm not too sure if i wish to be kicked out of double degree or not...reasons?

reasons for wanting to drop ddp:
1. don't need to study so hard anymore
2. won't face killer modules
3. will have more free time
4. will have more time to concentrate on business
5. don't have to take six modules
6. don't have to spend five years in university
7. i can take other faculty modules that i'm interested in, ie jap lang

reasons for not wanting to ddp:
1. very embarrassing
2. i will feel incapable like i give up on something
3. i might end up regretting it if i get kicked out

...crap, i can't think of any other reasons...and the reasons for not wishing to be kicked out is more ego-wise while the reason to be kicked out is about practicality...so it's a pride vs reason thing...whether my ego can take the damage...

then again, i probably won't be faced with this dilemma since i will be kicked out...it's not even a voluntary choice anymore...

so in that case, i don't even have to consider further options since by 23 december, the path will be clear to me (23 dec is the release of results, btw...they consider it as a christmas present)

OpM, stay with me

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:51 PM|


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