was completely pissed off by a 'friend' the other day, shall post the whole thing here and let's call her Person B
Day One During Tutorial:
Tutor - Please discuss DP Identity
B - Okay, let's start, so *blah blah* So we have to show how to get DP Identity
Me - No need lah, textbook already showed le, see *points* and they say DP Identity is just made up of XX, YY and ZZ
B - Huh, no lah, have to *blah blah blah*
Me - Really, just have to state XX is so-and-so...
B - Noo! Aiya, just shut up lah! (said in a very rude way and interrupting me too)
Me - *stare at her as she continues talking*
B - *finally turns around to me* So..?
Me - What? You call me shut up what, I'm shutting up (mimes zipping of mouth)
B - *stares a while before continuing discussion with other group members*
Random group members - So we just have to state that DP Identity is made up of XX, YY and ZZ?
B - Yeah
Me - *rolls eyes* (which B did not see since she was sitting next to me)
Long silence
B - Will you forgive me if I say I'm sorry?
Me - *already super pissed, therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence
B - You are being very petty leh
Me - *even more pissed*
Long silence
B - Eh, you do know I was joking earlier?
Me - *still pissed, and therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence
Day Two Another Module Project Meeting
*......basically we ignored each other and the third person in the meeting, mutual friend, sort of got stuck in the middle... but ended up debating/arguing with B about the case analysis*
Meeting ends, we walk off
SMSes log:
B - Hey it was very petty of me not to say bye juz now. I went back to say bye but u were gone... Im still very pissed w u for being such a brat yesterday. But i forgive u if u would forgive me. U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun. R we still friends? If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end! N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond. Brat!
Me - Hello, in the first place, you have never said sorry. Telling me to shut up was rude and wrong of you. Asking whether i will forgive you if you apologise is not an apology. Stop making it seems as though it's my fault and that i was petty when you don't even realise what went wrong.
B - I did loh, yesterday. I said, im sorry alright? But u smriked at me like its funny. Tad's when i got pissed at u! Anyway, i am sorry for telling u to shut up, but i did tad coz u were really rude to me when arguing with me! N sorry abt not saying bye juz now. Put a stop to this stupid episode right now k? Friends still my dear? U noe i love u :'(
Me - Sorry, i never hear you said that ytd, i only heard your half qn apology. Rude? I merely speak slightly louder than you. Okay, fine maybe it was abit rude, but shut up was unnecessary. I would probably been fine if you never send your first sms, can you back, read it and watch your tone. You need to know when it's okay to insult someone and when's it's not. Reread it, then we'll see.
B - Haiz, if u mean by e brat part, i was trying to be funny. Apparently tad failed. Im not apologising for tad coz if u cant take tad joke u dunno me at all
B - N maybe u didnt hear me apologise yesterday. But u ignored everything i said okay? I said i didnt mean it, i tried to get u back into e discussion. U IGNORED ME. So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?
Me - I ignored because i'm pissed, what else.
Me - Unfortunately it did not sound like a joke. Show it to anyone, they will tell you the same.
B - I reread e first sms n still tot it was pretty funny. U didn't pick up my call mah. Would have been better if i said it personally lah.
Me - Show it to a third person. It's completely insulting to me. And i don't always have my phone with me, so it's not as if i choose to not pick up.
B - Hm, i think i would... Lets have a poll nxt time k?
B - Hm i asked D and she sad tad from ur point of view it was rude, but from mine it wasn't. I didn't mean to be rude but rather tot exaggerating your behaviour as being a brath would lighten e situation.
Me - Well, it totally didn't lighten, in fact, i think it only worsen.. Let's just forget it and move on since both of us can't really seem to give in..
B - Yay im glad lol
note the use of proper full stops.. i only do that when i'm actually angry or pissed.. towards the end of the msging, i was super tired le and really couldn't be bothered...
maybe i was being really petty and stuff for getting angry at being told to shut up... i super super super pissed off when she told me that though, and her half apology thing really didn't strike me the right way.. it sounded more like "hey, i don't want to apologise leh, but if it could get her quiet, aiya, just anyhow apologise lah.. but still, better test water and see if it's worth it or not"... it's not even sincere...
i thought it was damn ironic that the thing she told me to shut up about was she was going to come to conclude in the end..
and really, i was actually okay by the second day... still don't really feel like talking to her but still.. then the msg came... seriously, the problem is not just the part about being called a brat and yes, ending a msg with 'Brat!' is quite rude, don't you think...
anyway, quoting
"But i forgive u if u would forgive me." does it sound sincere?
"U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun." war? abit serious arh.. and you think i find it fun arh? just make you sound so much more narrow-minded that you have the mindset that i'm a child to you.. or a brat
"If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end!" is this an attempt to joke? sounds more like an arrogant challenge than anything else...
"N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond." note the IF there, it means that actually she didn't say sorry even though she claimed she did... and don't 'N fyi' sounds super rude?
"So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?" honestly, no, you are not justified..
"Lets have a poll nxt time k?" i think she finds it more fun than me..
note that i never actually apologise and neither did she disagree with me for saying that we both won't give in... this just means that the whole 'attempt' to apologise is completely insincere and is probably just to get us on speaking term, otherwise our projects would be gone... and since we are in the same project group for one module, only 'companions' for another tutorial, perhaps she was just thinking about her grades..
and during the day two discussion, she got abit angry with both me and our mutual friend since we started talking about random stuff.. thing is, the analysis we are supposed to hand in one page per week and she came empty-handed to the discussion and was trying to find where the questions to answer the analysis was... and guess what, i've already written one page and shown it to our mutual friend... in the end, she ended up in a argument/debate with our mutual friend when said mutual friend was trying to do a summary of the case study.. we didn't do any work, wonder when we are going to meet to finish..?
oh wells...
so then, any thoughts on the above exchange? i promise i won't get angry if you say that i'm being childish and immature and really, shouldn't have been angry and petty and should have just forgave her...
though really...
i am now officially sick and tired of saturdays... january, please come
(saturday - hateful, dreadful, awful, sucky, irritating, tiring, frustrating, pissed me off)
i think i can survive in a mountain by myself, but of course must have internet and nice comfy place to nua... feel super antisocial when the term just started, super tempted to ignore everything and go about at my own pace, blehhh
thinking of buffet again, unagi.........
managed to hammer most of the hiragana into my brain, but hiragana memorising was supposed to be done by last wednesday and i'm supposed to be doing katakana now... the lecture is bloodly fast, by second lecture must do self study and remember hiragana, by third lecture, memorise katakana, rocks
and my timetable is.... quite awful.... i end most days at 6pm.. thursday could have been earlier if i had been allowed to ballot for the morning japanese tutorial, but noooooooo, the stupid bsp2005 tutorial was pre-allocated there and cannot be moved away at balloting round, what the hell... now i have no lunch on wednesday and friday ): okay friday will probably skip half of bsp2005 lecture to eat lunch cause frankly, the lecturer sucks...
talk about wednesday, was originally given an accounting tutorial on tues/sat (tues before recess week and sat after recess week) and for obvious reasons, i can't go for that tutorial... honestly, i was hoping that the school could pay the contract-breaking fee for me, but yeah, that's wishful thinking ): so had to go down for manual tutorial registration just to change the tutorial slots since only wednesday tutorial group is wed/wed... and the thing is, it seems like they entertain everybody, never ask for reason de... strange... in the end, the person-who-i-forgot-her-name just 硬硬 slot me into the wed slot (after i came back again at lunch =.=) so now, wed is a 10 to 6 day with zero break and midway i need to rush from business to arts... hopefully i won't get lost on my first day of tutorial
saw something funny on ivle forum, the sale of used textbook de... someone was selling her book at 22 bucks, then the buyer asked if it was available, seller said yes, then buyer went "can you give the book to me? like... for free" i laughed lah, the buyer only a bit cheapo and suagu, zomg...
hmm, blogging is good for destressing and de-sianing
maybe
coming sunday, picnic with seven wonders at east coast
today, test drive to go to east coast
12noon, going for lunch
1215, right turn, hit curb, tore through two tires
0115, watching the towcar
cried for nearly an hour
parents never say much, father was only angry for about 5-10 minutes
useless useless useless
angle too sharp, too sharp too sharp
i do not know how to describe, the feeling when you see the tow-car fixing your car onto their truck and pulling it away, knowing that everything was your fault
my fault
everything my fault
useless lousy person
cannot even do a proper right turn after so many months
i am not driving ever again
side note, i am also not going for the picnic this sunday, do not bother trying to dissuade me, i will probably only end up crying or being sullen the whole trip, there is no point
i managed to write out a page and three-quarter for my part in mkting proj!
anyway, something funny happened on our trip to pool, we went to take 151 at kr terminal, so we waited (btw, leonard was late so he treated us to half a dinner each XP) and missed a bus, took the next bus 151a... but when we boarded, the ezlink system was out of order... the bus driver still usher us on board though, i think he think he can fixed the system... so he circled the buspark once, trying to fix, still cannot... at first we thought he wanted to let us down to take the next bus but he turned out of the bus park... at the traffic light, he flipped the board 151a around so that people cannot see... then =.= at the traffic light before the first bus stop, he flipped it back again... then at the first bus stop, he flipped it again! thereafter he never picked up anyone else le... and we got a free ride (: so the bus was empty, there was not much jam and he does not need to pick up people, so we got to the place pretty quickly
novita was trying to convince me to join SoC FoC =.= erm, i'm not even computing student le lehh... then she saying it's okay, not like they will check... the thing is if the freshie ask, "so what major are you taking?" or "is computing modules difficult?" how am i supposed to answer? "er, i dunno, i'm not computing school, but i kenna pulled over?" so anyway, is actually yihong asked novita to join as OGL cause they're lacking in girls =.= ehh, well, if novita asked yihong who will ask the recruitment in charge that it's okay for non-soc people to join, then maybe i'll go (provided she'll meet me on the mrt on the day itself!)
ate pizza hut for dinner and we displayed the typical cheapo attitude... cause they had this smart choice meal thing but never write timing and we were thinking is it for the whole day... if it is then we'll eat, if not we'll walk away... hahah, it was and we went it... took quite some time to decide what to eat (leonard even went "eh, does girls always take so long to decide what to eat?") we ordered three meals with two sides, criss-cross fries and garlic bread... our ordering drinks was v funny
me: we can have any of the soft drinks right
server: yes, you can choose 7up, coke, root beer or...miranda orange
me: okay, i'll like a root bear
server: sure *scribble*
novita: er, make that two
leonard: three
then we started laughing
anyway, we waited for quite some time, i think maybe abt 25 min after we ordered, they came and tell us their oven break down for a while and whatever they are cooking have to be recooked... we were thinking they should give us discount since we had to wait so long... so waited waited waited and then suddenly they served us some star hashbrown thing... at first we thought it's complimentary since they made us wait but we didn't dare to eat, went to ask another server and she went about asking why we had that... turned out that they don't have the fries and served us this instead, the reason is cause they are both potatoes... erm hello, hashbrown and fries are v v different... besides, if they don't have, shouldn't they ask us whether we want something else instead of just replacing it... anyway, we rejected the hashbrown and went back to waiting for our food... novita's and mine pasta came a short while later and we started eating... halfway through, they tried to serve us six piece wing... but we said not ours... continued eating, and then they tried to serve us the wing again =.= leonard's baked rice came v late but he ate damn fast, eating the hot rice like nobody's business... i think he finished his baked rice in around 5 mins...
asked for the bill, which also took quite some time... and our bill still have the criss cross fries and the six piece wing... the manager had to come and correct the bill... leonard was double checking the bill just in case...
went to pool, and we were late for half an hour like that... amazingly, the president was there! wao... then he started psychoing us to join the committee... hahah, the thing is, during dinner, we were already talking about it and saying that since it's a free position, we should join... so when the pres start to psycho us, we went and ask some question about the position... apparently, committee members have free training O.O then he say actually not a lot of things to do but then cause he's involved in alot of things so it actually don't feel like alot =.=
learnt some new rules from the coach, apparently must call which ball you want to go into which hole... if something else went it or the ball didn't go into that hole, it's a foul and it's the other person's turn... blehh, so tyco no longer works, hurr hurr
nearing the end, abt 9.35, novita started going "assignment six assignment six!" at first i couldn't really hear what's she saying, keep hearing simon says... then i was super blur... we hurriedly started another game (cause that time, leonard not done yet i think), then novita became super zai... she v quickly started shooting in those that don't seemed likely to go in, we were done before 9.45, damn good
woke up this morning (tuesday), feeling like i half slept throughout the night... then my thighs and knees started hurting and it was a pain to stand... had to do some stretching... managed to make it to 96 before it started hurting again... and seeing that have to use the leg that hurt to support my weight in the bus, wah torture... mrt was equally crowded but standing on the inside is better, cushioned and blocked by some other people so that no one will squeeze you around... attempted to sleep on the mrt but the laptop was being a bother and like can't really support it... sigh...
now in dsc tutorial, and most of my answers are correct, yay!
conclusion 1: goh shi han got no sense of direction
conclusion 2: seagull got no sense and is bloody #$%^&
conclusion 3: wang xiu yi is scary... and weird
elaboration 1: we were in the canteen after lunch and shihan says she need to print stuff... now, naturally when one wants to print something, she will need to go the computer lab, which is in the direction of lt19, which is in the opposite direction of com1... guess what, she turned towards com1 and walked for quite a while before i managed to get it across to her that she can walked towards the other end of the canteen instead =.= goodness
elaboration 2: accounting project... apparently our balance sheet is still wrong cause another group got the same answer as the first group seagull asked and it's balanced... so after tutorial, we gathered a short while to discuss when to meet... some confusion here since xy thought we cannot have a meeting tmr but everything is cleared up and meeting as usual... anyway, seagull was going on about thinking that the overhead is wrong... saying we should do this, and i don't think you are right...
got super pissed with her... don't TALK! DO! wah fuck, irritated, keep saying what we can do but she's not doing anything =.= then during stats lecture, she went and read smthg else that is not related to work then still keep saying (during earlier tutorial) she got no time, alot of things due... bullshit lah her... and her attitude is getting worse... last project meeting also, keep arguing with xy and saying that xy is wrong, how can like this... and just plain nuisance...
sat night was the first tutorial discussion she attended... and why she attended? cause she's the one presenting... even then, there was some misunderstanding between xy and her about which question we were discussing (1e vs 1f) and her attitude is plain irritating (i can't find another word! damn)
elaboration 3: heard from shihan that she was very very very upset with her mkting paper which she got an average mark (b-), she stayed back and discussed with the tutor what is the problem and then i heard she cried after that O.O
then for acc project as well... she insists that her way of doing is right and sorta refused to hear other people's... super stubborn...
others:
heard that this guy in other class (that on the surface looks like slacker but should be closet mugger) got nearly full marks for accounting midterm, wth lahh...
found out that this girl in my mkt group and another guy in our class seems to be dating... supposedly, the guy is denying cause he's shy =.= let's observe
plenty of things due this two weeks
1. acc project due this friday
2. bsp assignment 2 due next monday
3. mkt individual assignment due next thursday
4. mkt group assignment due next thursday
5. mkt group presentation due next thursday
6. bsp group presentation due next next thursday
hell
on top of that, my fics are nearly hiatus status, shitshitshit
shall churn out one page of mkt now... for the group...
oh yar, this guy in my mkt group is like abit over paranoid/worrywart... he keeps thinking that our company is too small and it will be very difficult to write out a 25 page report on them =.= hello, i don't think size makes a difference since it will about the same thing that every companies have... then when i said this, he went "actually, i dunno about you, but i'm a factual person (insert =.= here) and i really don't know if there's enough fact to make it to 25 page" =.= =.= =.= then he was like implying that i can crap alot cause i was giving him example on how to make his 'fact' more descriptive =.= btw, this guy is scary, he stares at you when you talk, like super eye contact
have i ever mentioned that i hate eye contact? no? well, i just did, don't ask me why but i feel it creepy and honestly, it makes me uncomfortable...
hurr, to mkt! blehbleh
bloody hell
my bsp1005 group sucks
big time
let's outline the situation and the participants
- assignment 1 due on this monday 5.45pm
- first meeting, this monday 4.45pm
- number of attendees - 2
and let's go into detail...
group member 1 (sort-of-leader)
- never contact us until i emailed her about it
- never attend the (rather impt) tutorial on the thurs before submission (supposedly having headache, i shall not comment)
- went to hand-write assignment 1 (which i assumed was her original copy) when she had already typed it out and send it to me =.=
- has really cursive *insert nationality* handwriting
- squeezed everybody's name into the top right hand corner of the foolscap
- logic of handwriting it, the graph have to be drawn -.-
- 'refuse' to let me type it out when i already have most of it formatted nicely enough
- reason? she needs to go at 5, so have to be done NOW
group member 2 (the bo-chup girl)
- when sort-of-leader collect contact details, her name as written - (surname) provided only
- no response to all emails
- ie, no contribution to assignment at all
group member 3 (the guy)
- don't remember his face
- supposed to turn up for first meeting *rolls eyes* but last minute called sort-of-leader to say that he is held up somewhere
- i think he was apologising? (is that a redeeming point?)
conclusion? i don't think i need to draw it out for you...
on a lighter note, bbq ytd~!
(btw, i didn't meant to type ~ but somehow when i hit !, it shun bian appear and since it looks decent.... XP)
event name: the-more-than-3-pple-bbq (if i never rmb wrongly)
so seeing that the 3-pple-bbq had problem starting fire, they decided that using liquid fire-starter is better... the result? teng wuliang had fun squirting fire-starter, liew jiahao keep lighting the fire, christina ng commenting that the fire don't seemed to really start...
charcoal was used up and once again, they blame the charcoal for the fire being (abit) unable to start so novita has to go and get another bag of charcoal
so the whole bbq-ing went really fast... after the charcoal turned white (which btw, is the whole super big charcoal all turned white), jiahao and christina became in charge of the fire, wuliang and yihong was in charge of one side while novita was in charge of another side... i was the feed-er...
me: "christina, say ahhh~"
christina: "ahhh"
me: "YIHONG!"
yihong: *walks over*
me: *bring food to infront of novita*
novita: *gives reluntant look before eating*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away before forced back by pressure to eat*
me: "christina!"
christina: *yum*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "novita?"
novita: *mouth full, still chewing, shakes head no"
me: "yihong!"
yihong: *walks over to eat*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away and say* "5 minutes interval, later"
=.=
and according to christina, this is funny... cause i went to get water and then passed the cup around... wuliang was the last so i passed him the cup, took it back and said "so now you drank, can eat?"
hahaha, cause i can't eat le, so i'm making others eat (didn't eat anything the whole day arhh, so cannot eat) ...but i think wuliang is scared of me... oops? XP
and full cream milk plus hershey choc syrup is niiiiiiiiice... would be nicer with ice cream though (:
my pictures are niiiice too! see fb XP
actually wanted to drive over the novita's place and was already looking at the map online... then my father say, actually better not drive, he don't have enough petrol in his tank to last me if i need to go around to find my way (1/4 tank...1/4 and it's not enough?! hello!) such faith in me man...
so anyway, before the bbq, had this stayover with the 7 wonders (i'm starting to feel some disdain for the name, feel damn embarrassed saying it out)... supposedly it started with ys's plan of mahjong - me, tentative helen, him and his camp friend, which i was fine with... so i asked helen who told me she have to tell me on sat itself cause she got tons of work to do (not arguing with her, since archi is quite demanding i think) then somehow ys told jh who told kh and then somehow it became a whole gang activity
let's bear in mind that they held it on sat night, right after i finished working
oh and rmb what time i start work? 9am
okay, so whole gang, still okay i guess... then expectedly, maggie and asha pangseh (why am i not surprised?) saying they're tired... so left 3 guys, jh and me... helen say cannot rush finish her work in time so cannot come...
they came and they started teaching jh how to play mahjong... and i stayed at my table, attempting to complete my acc work...
after that, which i'm sure is before 1am, wilson knocked out... -.- hello, it's only 1am lehh and then with his oily hair, and i'm sure, oily skin, started to spread oil on the floor near my bed... ewww, it was very disgusting walking on the floor...
luckily i asked my father beforehand to not mop the floor on saturday but to do it on sunday
played mahjong, lesser than two rounds (as in 'wind') before we ended playing bridge... and had to teach jh again... according to kh, he had taught jh 5 times already -.-
so initially still okay, jh was still conscious... but kh was being irritating cause he (at least i think) was manipulating the game and people... pretending to be this person's partner when he is not... which though is probably rather effective, it has succeeded in irritating the rest of us (that i'm quite sure of)
then after 3-4am in the morn, we got hungry and moved to the dining area and continued our game... by this time, jh is anyhow throw card and i think i don't need to elaborate...
got frustrated halfway and stopped the game before eating instant cup noodle... had a try at 3-pple bridge which is super stupid and was given up after one try...
went to sleep after that before waking up and letting them out at 8 plus... tiring... and my floor was super disgusting... have i emphasized it enough?
hmm hmmm, later going for pool, today should have instructor...
haha, i got super tyco streak de... for eg, the other week with the instructor and i was playing with novita while christina was with leonard... novita keep winning me cause my ball keep on cannot go into the hole... then when the instructor came to our table, suddenly i 百发百中, all those weird angles also okay -.-
then the last session, we each took turns at tyco-ing... at first is me, aiming the ball at the front hole then it rebounded into another hole at the other corner... happened to me twice and then to leonard twice/thrice and to novita once... wow lahh...
hope today won't 出丑
oh shit, i forgot to see novita's jelly beans... AGAIN...
who wanna take jap with me next sem? XP
my trademark super long post is back with a vengence! wahahaha!
went for teppan buffet with su and claire today... supposedly choots was to go as well but as she had zero cash...
anyway, we started the buffet at 1230pm (since claire was late... unsurprisingly) and guess what time we ended?
5pm
the waiter (?) came at about 345, ask if we want the ice cream buffet to which claire was very excited about and told us that last serving at 430 and we have to pay by 5 otherwise it will be dinner's cost (something about the program of the computer system de)
to quote claire (and su), "we eat until they kick us out"
after the entire eating (where we were super stuffed and unglamly bloated), we met esther and ying xian... super qiao... and they went for some porridge buffet at suntec... they were also super shocked that we ate so long (1230 - 500), so we asked how long they ate... guessed what, they ate from 2 to 3... only leh! and they still say they're quite full!
skipped dinner, no way i can eat man...
but then su and claire ate ALOT... su ate alot of the meat and claire ate alot of the steamboat stuffs...
then again, we managed to finish all the food we brought to our table and left very very little things... there was another table where they left alot, a whole plate of cooked meat and the soup of the steamboat looked full, like they stuffed all the can't-eat food inside... even the waiteresses cleaning up the table were discussing among themselves and saying that the people wasted alot of food...
so in an attempt to lose whatever weight we have gained from this buffet, su and claire are coming over tomorrow to exercise... supposedly the program starts at 830 with badminton, then maybe jogging... claire wants to cycle all the way to yck which is madness... hopefully, we stop at the jogging part lah hor...
besides, 830, hmmmmm... can they even wake up and reach on time? (these are the people who sleeps at 4am and wakes at 2pm =.=)
The name is....Annette!!
and the age is forever aging! (the irony..haha..)
and i'm jobless now, let's celebrate XD
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i would like to pass my a levels, thank you very much
...and i wouldn't mind learning japanese too :)
JOYCE ONG
CHARISSA ONG
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SU MIN
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YING XUAN
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was completely pissed off by a 'friend' the other day, shall post the whole thing here and let's call her Person B
Day One During Tutorial:
Tutor - Please discuss DP Identity
B - Okay, let's start, so *blah blah* So we have to show how to get DP Identity
Me - No need lah, textbook already showed le, see *points* and they say DP Identity is just made up of XX, YY and ZZ
B - Huh, no lah, have to *blah blah blah*
Me - Really, just have to state XX is so-and-so...
B - Noo! Aiya, just shut up lah! (said in a very rude way and interrupting me too)
Me - *stare at her as she continues talking*
B - *finally turns around to me* So..?
Me - What? You call me shut up what, I'm shutting up (mimes zipping of mouth)
B - *stares a while before continuing discussion with other group members*
Random group members - So we just have to state that DP Identity is made up of XX, YY and ZZ?
B - Yeah
Me - *rolls eyes* (which B did not see since she was sitting next to me)
Long silence
B - Will you forgive me if I say I'm sorry?
Me - *already super pissed, therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence
B - You are being very petty leh
Me - *even more pissed*
Long silence
B - Eh, you do know I was joking earlier?
Me - *still pissed, and therefore scoffed and ignored*
Long silence
Day Two Another Module Project Meeting
*......basically we ignored each other and the third person in the meeting, mutual friend, sort of got stuck in the middle... but ended up debating/arguing with B about the case analysis*
Meeting ends, we walk off
SMSes log:
B - Hey it was very petty of me not to say bye juz now. I went back to say bye but u were gone... Im still very pissed w u for being such a brat yesterday. But i forgive u if u would forgive me. U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun. R we still friends? If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end! N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond. Brat!
Me - Hello, in the first place, you have never said sorry. Telling me to shut up was rude and wrong of you. Asking whether i will forgive you if you apologise is not an apology. Stop making it seems as though it's my fault and that i was petty when you don't even realise what went wrong.
B - I did loh, yesterday. I said, im sorry alright? But u smriked at me like its funny. Tad's when i got pissed at u! Anyway, i am sorry for telling u to shut up, but i did tad coz u were really rude to me when arguing with me! N sorry abt not saying bye juz now. Put a stop to this stupid episode right now k? Friends still my dear? U noe i love u :'(
Me - Sorry, i never hear you said that ytd, i only heard your half qn apology. Rude? I merely speak slightly louder than you. Okay, fine maybe it was abit rude, but shut up was unnecessary. I would probably been fine if you never send your first sms, can you back, read it and watch your tone. You need to know when it's okay to insult someone and when's it's not. Reread it, then we'll see.
B - Haiz, if u mean by e brat part, i was trying to be funny. Apparently tad failed. Im not apologising for tad coz if u cant take tad joke u dunno me at all
B - N maybe u didnt hear me apologise yesterday. But u ignored everything i said okay? I said i didnt mean it, i tried to get u back into e discussion. U IGNORED ME. So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?
Me - I ignored because i'm pissed, what else.
Me - Unfortunately it did not sound like a joke. Show it to anyone, they will tell you the same.
B - I reread e first sms n still tot it was pretty funny. U didn't pick up my call mah. Would have been better if i said it personally lah.
Me - Show it to a third person. It's completely insulting to me. And i don't always have my phone with me, so it's not as if i choose to not pick up.
B - Hm, i think i would... Lets have a poll nxt time k?
B - Hm i asked D and she sad tad from ur point of view it was rude, but from mine it wasn't. I didn't mean to be rude but rather tot exaggerating your behaviour as being a brath would lighten e situation.
Me - Well, it totally didn't lighten, in fact, i think it only worsen.. Let's just forget it and move on since both of us can't really seem to give in..
B - Yay im glad lol
note the use of proper full stops.. i only do that when i'm actually angry or pissed.. towards the end of the msging, i was super tired le and really couldn't be bothered...
maybe i was being really petty and stuff for getting angry at being told to shut up... i super super super pissed off when she told me that though, and her half apology thing really didn't strike me the right way.. it sounded more like "hey, i don't want to apologise leh, but if it could get her quiet, aiya, just anyhow apologise lah.. but still, better test water and see if it's worth it or not"... it's not even sincere...
i thought it was damn ironic that the thing she told me to shut up about was she was going to come to conclude in the end..
and really, i was actually okay by the second day... still don't really feel like talking to her but still.. then the msg came... seriously, the problem is not just the part about being called a brat and yes, ending a msg with 'Brat!' is quite rude, don't you think...
anyway, quoting
"But i forgive u if u would forgive me." does it sound sincere?
"U probably find this war pretty fun but i dun." war? abit serious arh.. and you think i find it fun arh? just make you sound so much more narrow-minded that you have the mindset that i'm a child to you.. or a brat
"If u dun reply its considered a challenge to fight to e end!" is this an attempt to joke? sounds more like an arrogant challenge than anything else...
"N fyi, if i did swallow my pride to say sorry to you, at least have e courtesy to respond." note the IF there, it means that actually she didn't say sorry even though she claimed she did... and don't 'N fyi' sounds super rude?
"So i think im justified to make fun of u coz im not e only one at fault here no?" honestly, no, you are not justified..
"Lets have a poll nxt time k?" i think she finds it more fun than me..
note that i never actually apologise and neither did she disagree with me for saying that we both won't give in... this just means that the whole 'attempt' to apologise is completely insincere and is probably just to get us on speaking term, otherwise our projects would be gone... and since we are in the same project group for one module, only 'companions' for another tutorial, perhaps she was just thinking about her grades..
and during the day two discussion, she got abit angry with both me and our mutual friend since we started talking about random stuff.. thing is, the analysis we are supposed to hand in one page per week and she came empty-handed to the discussion and was trying to find where the questions to answer the analysis was... and guess what, i've already written one page and shown it to our mutual friend... in the end, she ended up in a argument/debate with our mutual friend when said mutual friend was trying to do a summary of the case study.. we didn't do any work, wonder when we are going to meet to finish..?
oh wells...
so then, any thoughts on the above exchange? i promise i won't get angry if you say that i'm being childish and immature and really, shouldn't have been angry and petty and should have just forgave her...
though really...
i am now officially sick and tired of saturdays... january, please come
(saturday - hateful, dreadful, awful, sucky, irritating, tiring, frustrating, pissed me off)
i think i can survive in a mountain by myself, but of course must have internet and nice comfy place to nua... feel super antisocial when the term just started, super tempted to ignore everything and go about at my own pace, blehhh
thinking of buffet again, unagi.........
managed to hammer most of the hiragana into my brain, but hiragana memorising was supposed to be done by last wednesday and i'm supposed to be doing katakana now... the lecture is bloodly fast, by second lecture must do self study and remember hiragana, by third lecture, memorise katakana, rocks
and my timetable is.... quite awful.... i end most days at 6pm.. thursday could have been earlier if i had been allowed to ballot for the morning japanese tutorial, but noooooooo, the stupid bsp2005 tutorial was pre-allocated there and cannot be moved away at balloting round, what the hell... now i have no lunch on wednesday and friday ): okay friday will probably skip half of bsp2005 lecture to eat lunch cause frankly, the lecturer sucks...
talk about wednesday, was originally given an accounting tutorial on tues/sat (tues before recess week and sat after recess week) and for obvious reasons, i can't go for that tutorial... honestly, i was hoping that the school could pay the contract-breaking fee for me, but yeah, that's wishful thinking ): so had to go down for manual tutorial registration just to change the tutorial slots since only wednesday tutorial group is wed/wed... and the thing is, it seems like they entertain everybody, never ask for reason de... strange... in the end, the person-who-i-forgot-her-name just 硬硬 slot me into the wed slot (after i came back again at lunch =.=) so now, wed is a 10 to 6 day with zero break and midway i need to rush from business to arts... hopefully i won't get lost on my first day of tutorial
saw something funny on ivle forum, the sale of used textbook de... someone was selling her book at 22 bucks, then the buyer asked if it was available, seller said yes, then buyer went "can you give the book to me? like... for free" i laughed lah, the buyer only a bit cheapo and suagu, zomg...
hmm, blogging is good for destressing and de-sianing
maybe
coming sunday, picnic with seven wonders at east coast
today, test drive to go to east coast
12noon, going for lunch
1215, right turn, hit curb, tore through two tires
0115, watching the towcar
cried for nearly an hour
parents never say much, father was only angry for about 5-10 minutes
useless useless useless
angle too sharp, too sharp too sharp
i do not know how to describe, the feeling when you see the tow-car fixing your car onto their truck and pulling it away, knowing that everything was your fault
my fault
everything my fault
useless lousy person
cannot even do a proper right turn after so many months
i am not driving ever again
side note, i am also not going for the picnic this sunday, do not bother trying to dissuade me, i will probably only end up crying or being sullen the whole trip, there is no point
i managed to write out a page and three-quarter for my part in mkting proj!
anyway, something funny happened on our trip to pool, we went to take 151 at kr terminal, so we waited (btw, leonard was late so he treated us to half a dinner each XP) and missed a bus, took the next bus 151a... but when we boarded, the ezlink system was out of order... the bus driver still usher us on board though, i think he think he can fixed the system... so he circled the buspark once, trying to fix, still cannot... at first we thought he wanted to let us down to take the next bus but he turned out of the bus park... at the traffic light, he flipped the board 151a around so that people cannot see... then =.= at the traffic light before the first bus stop, he flipped it back again... then at the first bus stop, he flipped it again! thereafter he never picked up anyone else le... and we got a free ride (: so the bus was empty, there was not much jam and he does not need to pick up people, so we got to the place pretty quickly
novita was trying to convince me to join SoC FoC =.= erm, i'm not even computing student le lehh... then she saying it's okay, not like they will check... the thing is if the freshie ask, "so what major are you taking?" or "is computing modules difficult?" how am i supposed to answer? "er, i dunno, i'm not computing school, but i kenna pulled over?" so anyway, is actually yihong asked novita to join as OGL cause they're lacking in girls =.= ehh, well, if novita asked yihong who will ask the recruitment in charge that it's okay for non-soc people to join, then maybe i'll go (provided she'll meet me on the mrt on the day itself!)
ate pizza hut for dinner and we displayed the typical cheapo attitude... cause they had this smart choice meal thing but never write timing and we were thinking is it for the whole day... if it is then we'll eat, if not we'll walk away... hahah, it was and we went it... took quite some time to decide what to eat (leonard even went "eh, does girls always take so long to decide what to eat?") we ordered three meals with two sides, criss-cross fries and garlic bread... our ordering drinks was v funny
me: we can have any of the soft drinks right
server: yes, you can choose 7up, coke, root beer or...miranda orange
me: okay, i'll like a root bear
server: sure *scribble*
novita: er, make that two
leonard: three
then we started laughing
anyway, we waited for quite some time, i think maybe abt 25 min after we ordered, they came and tell us their oven break down for a while and whatever they are cooking have to be recooked... we were thinking they should give us discount since we had to wait so long... so waited waited waited and then suddenly they served us some star hashbrown thing... at first we thought it's complimentary since they made us wait but we didn't dare to eat, went to ask another server and she went about asking why we had that... turned out that they don't have the fries and served us this instead, the reason is cause they are both potatoes... erm hello, hashbrown and fries are v v different... besides, if they don't have, shouldn't they ask us whether we want something else instead of just replacing it... anyway, we rejected the hashbrown and went back to waiting for our food... novita's and mine pasta came a short while later and we started eating... halfway through, they tried to serve us six piece wing... but we said not ours... continued eating, and then they tried to serve us the wing again =.= leonard's baked rice came v late but he ate damn fast, eating the hot rice like nobody's business... i think he finished his baked rice in around 5 mins...
asked for the bill, which also took quite some time... and our bill still have the criss cross fries and the six piece wing... the manager had to come and correct the bill... leonard was double checking the bill just in case...
went to pool, and we were late for half an hour like that... amazingly, the president was there! wao... then he started psychoing us to join the committee... hahah, the thing is, during dinner, we were already talking about it and saying that since it's a free position, we should join... so when the pres start to psycho us, we went and ask some question about the position... apparently, committee members have free training O.O then he say actually not a lot of things to do but then cause he's involved in alot of things so it actually don't feel like alot =.=
learnt some new rules from the coach, apparently must call which ball you want to go into which hole... if something else went it or the ball didn't go into that hole, it's a foul and it's the other person's turn... blehh, so tyco no longer works, hurr hurr
nearing the end, abt 9.35, novita started going "assignment six assignment six!" at first i couldn't really hear what's she saying, keep hearing simon says... then i was super blur... we hurriedly started another game (cause that time, leonard not done yet i think), then novita became super zai... she v quickly started shooting in those that don't seemed likely to go in, we were done before 9.45, damn good
woke up this morning (tuesday), feeling like i half slept throughout the night... then my thighs and knees started hurting and it was a pain to stand... had to do some stretching... managed to make it to 96 before it started hurting again... and seeing that have to use the leg that hurt to support my weight in the bus, wah torture... mrt was equally crowded but standing on the inside is better, cushioned and blocked by some other people so that no one will squeeze you around... attempted to sleep on the mrt but the laptop was being a bother and like can't really support it... sigh...
now in dsc tutorial, and most of my answers are correct, yay!
conclusion 1: goh shi han got no sense of direction
conclusion 2: seagull got no sense and is bloody #$%^&
conclusion 3: wang xiu yi is scary... and weird
elaboration 1: we were in the canteen after lunch and shihan says she need to print stuff... now, naturally when one wants to print something, she will need to go the computer lab, which is in the direction of lt19, which is in the opposite direction of com1... guess what, she turned towards com1 and walked for quite a while before i managed to get it across to her that she can walked towards the other end of the canteen instead =.= goodness
elaboration 2: accounting project... apparently our balance sheet is still wrong cause another group got the same answer as the first group seagull asked and it's balanced... so after tutorial, we gathered a short while to discuss when to meet... some confusion here since xy thought we cannot have a meeting tmr but everything is cleared up and meeting as usual... anyway, seagull was going on about thinking that the overhead is wrong... saying we should do this, and i don't think you are right...
got super pissed with her... don't TALK! DO! wah fuck, irritated, keep saying what we can do but she's not doing anything =.= then during stats lecture, she went and read smthg else that is not related to work then still keep saying (during earlier tutorial) she got no time, alot of things due... bullshit lah her... and her attitude is getting worse... last project meeting also, keep arguing with xy and saying that xy is wrong, how can like this... and just plain nuisance...
sat night was the first tutorial discussion she attended... and why she attended? cause she's the one presenting... even then, there was some misunderstanding between xy and her about which question we were discussing (1e vs 1f) and her attitude is plain irritating (i can't find another word! damn)
elaboration 3: heard from shihan that she was very very very upset with her mkting paper which she got an average mark (b-), she stayed back and discussed with the tutor what is the problem and then i heard she cried after that O.O
then for acc project as well... she insists that her way of doing is right and sorta refused to hear other people's... super stubborn...
others:
heard that this guy in other class (that on the surface looks like slacker but should be closet mugger) got nearly full marks for accounting midterm, wth lahh...
found out that this girl in my mkt group and another guy in our class seems to be dating... supposedly, the guy is denying cause he's shy =.= let's observe
plenty of things due this two weeks
1. acc project due this friday
2. bsp assignment 2 due next monday
3. mkt individual assignment due next thursday
4. mkt group assignment due next thursday
5. mkt group presentation due next thursday
6. bsp group presentation due next next thursday
hell
on top of that, my fics are nearly hiatus status, shitshitshit
shall churn out one page of mkt now... for the group...
oh yar, this guy in my mkt group is like abit over paranoid/worrywart... he keeps thinking that our company is too small and it will be very difficult to write out a 25 page report on them =.= hello, i don't think size makes a difference since it will about the same thing that every companies have... then when i said this, he went "actually, i dunno about you, but i'm a factual person (insert =.= here) and i really don't know if there's enough fact to make it to 25 page" =.= =.= =.= then he was like implying that i can crap alot cause i was giving him example on how to make his 'fact' more descriptive =.= btw, this guy is scary, he stares at you when you talk, like super eye contact
have i ever mentioned that i hate eye contact? no? well, i just did, don't ask me why but i feel it creepy and honestly, it makes me uncomfortable...
hurr, to mkt! blehbleh
bloody hell
my bsp1005 group sucks
big time
let's outline the situation and the participants
- assignment 1 due on this monday 5.45pm
- first meeting, this monday 4.45pm
- number of attendees - 2
and let's go into detail...
group member 1 (sort-of-leader)
- never contact us until i emailed her about it
- never attend the (rather impt) tutorial on the thurs before submission (supposedly having headache, i shall not comment)
- went to hand-write assignment 1 (which i assumed was her original copy) when she had already typed it out and send it to me =.=
- has really cursive *insert nationality* handwriting
- squeezed everybody's name into the top right hand corner of the foolscap
- logic of handwriting it, the graph have to be drawn -.-
- 'refuse' to let me type it out when i already have most of it formatted nicely enough
- reason? she needs to go at 5, so have to be done NOW
group member 2 (the bo-chup girl)
- when sort-of-leader collect contact details, her name as written - (surname) provided only
- no response to all emails
- ie, no contribution to assignment at all
group member 3 (the guy)
- don't remember his face
- supposed to turn up for first meeting *rolls eyes* but last minute called sort-of-leader to say that he is held up somewhere
- i think he was apologising? (is that a redeeming point?)
conclusion? i don't think i need to draw it out for you...
on a lighter note, bbq ytd~!
(btw, i didn't meant to type ~ but somehow when i hit !, it shun bian appear and since it looks decent.... XP)
event name: the-more-than-3-pple-bbq (if i never rmb wrongly)
so seeing that the 3-pple-bbq had problem starting fire, they decided that using liquid fire-starter is better... the result? teng wuliang had fun squirting fire-starter, liew jiahao keep lighting the fire, christina ng commenting that the fire don't seemed to really start...
charcoal was used up and once again, they blame the charcoal for the fire being (abit) unable to start so novita has to go and get another bag of charcoal
so the whole bbq-ing went really fast... after the charcoal turned white (which btw, is the whole super big charcoal all turned white), jiahao and christina became in charge of the fire, wuliang and yihong was in charge of one side while novita was in charge of another side... i was the feed-er...
me: "christina, say ahhh~"
christina: "ahhh"
me: "YIHONG!"
yihong: *walks over*
me: *bring food to infront of novita*
novita: *gives reluntant look before eating*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away before forced back by pressure to eat*
me: "christina!"
christina: *yum*
me: "jiahao!"
jiahao: *opens mouth*
me: "novita?"
novita: *mouth full, still chewing, shakes head no"
me: "yihong!"
yihong: *walks over to eat*
me: "wuliang!"
wuliang: *walks one meter away and say* "5 minutes interval, later"
=.=
and according to christina, this is funny... cause i went to get water and then passed the cup around... wuliang was the last so i passed him the cup, took it back and said "so now you drank, can eat?"
hahaha, cause i can't eat le, so i'm making others eat (didn't eat anything the whole day arhh, so cannot eat) ...but i think wuliang is scared of me... oops? XP
and full cream milk plus hershey choc syrup is niiiiiiiiice... would be nicer with ice cream though (:
my pictures are niiiice too! see fb XP
actually wanted to drive over the novita's place and was already looking at the map online... then my father say, actually better not drive, he don't have enough petrol in his tank to last me if i need to go around to find my way (1/4 tank...1/4 and it's not enough?! hello!) such faith in me man...
so anyway, before the bbq, had this stayover with the 7 wonders (i'm starting to feel some disdain for the name, feel damn embarrassed saying it out)... supposedly it started with ys's plan of mahjong - me, tentative helen, him and his camp friend, which i was fine with... so i asked helen who told me she have to tell me on sat itself cause she got tons of work to do (not arguing with her, since archi is quite demanding i think) then somehow ys told jh who told kh and then somehow it became a whole gang activity
let's bear in mind that they held it on sat night, right after i finished working
oh and rmb what time i start work? 9am
okay, so whole gang, still okay i guess... then expectedly, maggie and asha pangseh (why am i not surprised?) saying they're tired... so left 3 guys, jh and me... helen say cannot rush finish her work in time so cannot come...
they came and they started teaching jh how to play mahjong... and i stayed at my table, attempting to complete my acc work...
after that, which i'm sure is before 1am, wilson knocked out... -.- hello, it's only 1am lehh and then with his oily hair, and i'm sure, oily skin, started to spread oil on the floor near my bed... ewww, it was very disgusting walking on the floor...
luckily i asked my father beforehand to not mop the floor on saturday but to do it on sunday
played mahjong, lesser than two rounds (as in 'wind') before we ended playing bridge... and had to teach jh again... according to kh, he had taught jh 5 times already -.-
so initially still okay, jh was still conscious... but kh was being irritating cause he (at least i think) was manipulating the game and people... pretending to be this person's partner when he is not... which though is probably rather effective, it has succeeded in irritating the rest of us (that i'm quite sure of)
then after 3-4am in the morn, we got hungry and moved to the dining area and continued our game... by this time, jh is anyhow throw card and i think i don't need to elaborate...
got frustrated halfway and stopped the game before eating instant cup noodle... had a try at 3-pple bridge which is super stupid and was given up after one try...
went to sleep after that before waking up and letting them out at 8 plus... tiring... and my floor was super disgusting... have i emphasized it enough?
hmm hmmm, later going for pool, today should have instructor...
haha, i got super tyco streak de... for eg, the other week with the instructor and i was playing with novita while christina was with leonard... novita keep winning me cause my ball keep on cannot go into the hole... then when the instructor came to our table, suddenly i 百发百中, all those weird angles also okay -.-
then the last session, we each took turns at tyco-ing... at first is me, aiming the ball at the front hole then it rebounded into another hole at the other corner... happened to me twice and then to leonard twice/thrice and to novita once... wow lahh...
hope today won't 出丑
oh shit, i forgot to see novita's jelly beans... AGAIN...
who wanna take jap with me next sem? XP
my trademark super long post is back with a vengence! wahahaha!
went for teppan buffet with su and claire today... supposedly choots was to go as well but as she had zero cash...
anyway, we started the buffet at 1230pm (since claire was late... unsurprisingly) and guess what time we ended?
5pm
the waiter (?) came at about 345, ask if we want the ice cream buffet to which claire was very excited about and told us that last serving at 430 and we have to pay by 5 otherwise it will be dinner's cost (something about the program of the computer system de)
to quote claire (and su), "we eat until they kick us out"
after the entire eating (where we were super stuffed and unglamly bloated), we met esther and ying xian... super qiao... and they went for some porridge buffet at suntec... they were also super shocked that we ate so long (1230 - 500), so we asked how long they ate... guessed what, they ate from 2 to 3... only leh! and they still say they're quite full!
skipped dinner, no way i can eat man...
but then su and claire ate ALOT... su ate alot of the meat and claire ate alot of the steamboat stuffs...
then again, we managed to finish all the food we brought to our table and left very very little things... there was another table where they left alot, a whole plate of cooked meat and the soup of the steamboat looked full, like they stuffed all the can't-eat food inside... even the waiteresses cleaning up the table were discussing among themselves and saying that the people wasted alot of food...
so in an attempt to lose whatever weight we have gained from this buffet, su and claire are coming over tomorrow to exercise... supposedly the program starts at 830 with badminton, then maybe jogging... claire wants to cycle all the way to yck which is madness... hopefully, we stop at the jogging part lah hor...
besides, 830, hmmmmm... can they even wake up and reach on time? (these are the people who sleeps at 4am and wakes at 2pm =.=)